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Jaigurudevaom42
#1 Posted : 10/3/2013 9:03:54 PM

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Hi there.
I've been struggling a lot lately at letting go off reality
Now I've tripped before, lsd, shrooms and dmt(no breaktrough yet)and when i think of doing any psychedelic i always used to repeat to myself that none of it is real, it cannot harm me and is just there so i can learn from it, i used to loose fear from this substances by telling myself this and it worked until i used dmt in a relatively small dose (20 mg).
My perspective changed in a way i don't know/understand what "real" really is anymore. The single idea that everything is possible, higher levels, higher entities, infinite positive and negative amounts of outcomes to a single situation. at first i was marveled and truly happy to be aware of this, but now that i'm in this reality and want to go back, it's hard for me to let go, to simply bare the idea that i could stay "there" if i wanted to hunts me. to become the person I deeply promised myself i wouldn't end like, and watching it happen as i can't do anything about it. Doubt corrodes me as I see demons punishing me and angels judging me. How do you let go off your reality? how do you get rid of doubt without trying to ignore it? How "real" do you consider your hallucinations to be?
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Super Radical
#2 Posted : 10/4/2013 9:42:54 PM

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What made you believe anything was real in the first place? Big grin

Only you can know what you have seen.

Do not be afraid.

Do not doubt and there will be nothing to ignore.

There are some things.

 
The Unknowing
#3 Posted : 10/5/2013 6:11:57 AM

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Nothing is real or unreal. They just are.
If you are struggling to breakthrough (which includes letting go of everything that you know and are made of), ease your way into higher doses. If you feel uncomfortable with a certain dose, take a lower one next time till you feel comfortable to increase the intensity.

I've had an experience where the dose was way too high and I tried to hold on to reality in desperation. Feels like drowning. Make your desire to explore greater than the fear of letting go and you will find the path.

Trust yourself.
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Jaigurudevaom42
#4 Posted : 10/8/2013 2:29:52 PM

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Super Radical wrote:
What made you believe anything was real in the first place? Big grin

Only you can know what you have seen.

Do not be afraid.

Do not doubt and there will be nothing to ignore.

I ask myself the same question and i guess it's just how everything i saw looked more real than the reality itself. but:
OneEyeAscension wrote:
Nothing is real or unreal. They just are.
If you are struggling to breakthrough (which includes letting go of everything that you know and are made of), ease your way into higher doses. If you feel uncomfortable with a certain dose, take a lower one next time till you feel comfortable to increase the intensity.

I've had an experience where the dose was way too high and I tried to hold on to reality in desperation. Feels like drowning. Make your desire to explore greater than the fear of letting go and you will find the path.

Trust yourself.

"Nothing is real or unreal." really hit me, i'll give myself a couple weeks of meditation to set my mind this way, great way to jump in, thank you so much.
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steppa
#5 Posted : 10/8/2013 4:28:48 PM

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OneEyeAscension wrote:
Make your desire to explore greater than the fear of letting go and you will find the path.


Good one!
Everything is always okay in the end, if it's not, then it's not the end.
 
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#6 Posted : 10/9/2013 6:06:38 AM

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Jaigurudevaom42 wrote:
Hi there.
I've been struggling a lot lately at letting go off reality
Now I've tripped before, lsd, shrooms and dmt(no breaktrough yet)and when i think of doing any psychedelic i always used to repeat to myself that none of it is real, it cannot harm me and is just there so i can learn from it, i used to loose fear from this substances by telling myself this and it worked until i used dmt in a relatively small dose (20 mg).
My perspective changed in a way i don't know/understand what "real" really is anymore. The single idea that everything is possible, higher levels, higher entities, infinite positive and negative amounts of outcomes to a single situation. at first i was marveled and truly happy to be aware of this, but now that i'm in this reality and want to go back, it's hard for me to let go, to simply bare the idea that i could stay "there" if i wanted to hunts me. to become the person I deeply promised myself i wouldn't end like, and watching it happen as i can't do anything about it. Doubt corrodes me as I see demons punishing me and angels judging me. How do you let go off your reality? how do you get rid of doubt without trying to ignore it? How "real" do you consider your hallucinations to be?


With DMT I've picked up on something. If you smoke a little and a let it subside you may hear an inner voice that says, "Smoke more..." You'll get into state of mind where you crave it insanely until you either smoke more or run out Laughing

You won't be thinking about anything but smoking more and more and more and voop next thing you know you broke through. I mean REALLY broke through. This is how I felt during the three "real" breakthroughs I've had out of the probably fifty plus times I've smoked.

When it calls to you and it feels right hit that bowl!

It could end up being a very organic and natural transition from where you are to hyper space.
Oh my god. I broke it. I broke reality.
 
 
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