lead...... be an example for others

Once again a repeat performance, the most beautiful day imaginable.
starts out with about 2- 3 grams of wonderful mushrooms. Later on a batch of caapi tea.
Then a vigorous hike up the mountain to the spot. I have to wonder how much ones choice of spot plays into all of this anyway. Cut to the chase, the latest incarnation of the transcendence mechanism. Spice at peak of mushroom wave, no fear... all trust.
Trust it, forget everything you ever learned about spice for a moment.

Purity of intent ( Antrocles is right)
reasonably uncluttered mind,
a simple stable lifestyle,
gratitude,
enough experience to not be easily frightened
tools like chanting to stay the course.
out in nature

You must trust it on a deep level. As in real trust, it can tell the difference.
This thing can decide to let you in or not. It can decide to hit you with scary shit like jesters and clowns. For me no more of that, my new found trust has allowed it to unfold in new ways. Perhaps that's all an illusion. Its hard to distinguish between whats real and whats human projection.

Anyway, cut to: deep olympic level hits held for as long as possible.
feels like swimming up through a thick membrane or fluid
its a void that separates this from that. There is a distinctive here and there.
takes alot of effort and focus to push through. There seems to be an overseeing force in this in between realm.

Pushing up through ....Arrival: Its amazing oh my god its .... so amazing try to stay calm... colors, patterns
my mind has exploded open to reveal an infinite landscape I am one with it. I feel the
presence of a higher force that has allowed me to be here. They have left me alone in this place, its my own private harlequin paradise. There is a sense that I've been allowed access to this. I push further into it, the colors give way like an infinite 10 D kaleidoscope , the less astonished I am the deeper it goes. I'm trying to stay calm but its difficult. I am one with this now, I cant tell if my eyes are open or closed I simply cant remember now. My mind has expanded outward into an infinite hyperspacial landscape and I am swimming in it. Once again words break down. No sense of body, just pure oneness with something divine and natural. Its an infinite universe within all of us, the most beautiful place ever imaginable then one hundred times better than that.

The best part for last:

After 2 runs up into this thing I return to this reality and I am in shock once again. I sit wondering and asking as I have many times before: " what is this?" " what do i do with this?" How , what? why me? Am I going crazy here?
suddenly my mind is taken for a moment between short little breaths I recieve a message like some kind of channel , its a weird feeling the message come through clear as a bell

it says : Lead ..........be an example for others ....
Lead ..... be an example for others......


I'm in shock its so beautiful I cant believe it ..... I start crying uncontrollable I cant stop , the message is so beautiful and simple I'm overwhelmed .
I don't know how long I cried..... . To be touched by the divine is beyond words..........
I have nothing but the deepest respect and gratitude for these plant teachers.
I love them deeply with all my heart.

lead.....be an example for others...

It's always nice when they're a little straight and upfront with you and not all riddles.

Excellent post.

Much love,
tat

It's a rare thing for me .
Truly amazing.

:] I have gotten similar messages! I love it!

Thank you my brother

Quality experiences are earned, not given. Take the lead & be the hero of your own story.

Felnik

Such a breathtakingly beautiful experience, I got goose bumps while reading your journey. Much respect to you brother.


Much Peace and Respect

beautiful, thanks for sharing this with us :]

I read this weeks ago, and it left me thinking in a way I didn't even leave a comment.

Thanks guys for refreshing, and many thanks Felnik for the post.

Incredible felnik.

Beautiful; simplicity and wisdom in 6 words.

Thankyou Felnik.

Beautifully succinct and inspiring..

Respect due and mad thanks for sharing

Wow, goosebumps reading this! Thank you for sharing!

Nice Felnik

Have to agree and wholeheartedly second all you said.

While set and setting play a smaller role in vaped DMT or changa experiences--being broken through means not dealing with your setting to a large degree--it is still essential for the longer huasca experience. Your description of your psilohuasca, pilgrimage to a sacred holy place for you and then blasting off from that lofty position with full trust is a VERY familiar story for me... admirable and worthy of respect.

The being allowed into deeper zones of Hyperspace and given the message to lead is also one that I share with you. It is truly a blessing, and an honor that leaves one with a profound new respect for all and everything. It is a joy to come down from a vape into an aya level high that is uplifted by virtue of the vape. This gives much more opportunity for reflection and integration IMHO.

Naturally, leading and being an example are somewhat amorphous concepts... While it seems clear what the entities mean when they say it, in a fully sober state, we are often left scratching our heads and wondering exactly what we are supposed to do... specifically.

So, I am curious... what do you plan on doing with this guidance? What specific steps will you take to be a better example and lead people? How broadly do you take your mandate... in terms of what you see your target audience being (immediate friends and family, local community, larger social and political arenas... global and historical significance etc.)?

All the best brother... keep that lovelight shining.
HF

Beautiful!

What to do and how to do it is the question.

It starts like a stone thrown in water rippling outward from a center point.

The center point is the insight, the message followed by action of change in the self.

It seems to start with the discovery of some kind of inner strength that begins
a cascade of effects starting with rejection of mediocrity, improvement of all close relationships, compassion for people, deep love for nature, and more than anything a
new found level of consistency and respect in ones personal character.

It doesn't seem to be about lofty grandious ego fueled new age nonsense at all.


Its a slow methodical process, its a new way to be in the world essentially.

The message to lead and be an example could be interpreted a few different ways.

For me its been to try to be a consistent positive loving force for myself and others.

I carry the message forward by building on a new found foundation of compassion,
inner strength and love. Perhaps a humble starting point is to provide a small level of hope to others. I've already lost 15 pounds and completely changed my eating habits. I exercise every day and have tackled major projects and huge personal barricades in my life.
Things are starting to happen that I never thought were possible. people are beginning to notice something. I am doing my best to integrate the teachings into my life on a daily basis. The original message has given me a direction in which to start moving and thats exactly what i'm doing.

much love to all,

I can't even imagine,

amazing! <3