My girlfriend and Our son were away for a family visit. It was the first time they have been away since his birth. What a perfect chance for some self reflection and consciousness exploration!!
i took 2 hits of LSD to start off with. Wandering around my house and playing with my cat ( without touching him of course) It was calm and peaceful. The hallucinations were self induced or didn't happen. I had to really try in order to get some funky visual effects. I took this as a sign, and spent an hour in silent meditation. just listening to what sounded like distant astral plane noises.. After remerging, I felt light and clear minded. Tingles all through my body, with a sharp sense of buoyancy. Colours were hyperactive and when i put on music it was orgasmic. I was at my peak. The last time I did LSD i finished off my trip with an 80 mg dose of DMT. This time, I decided to embark on my hyperspace adventure at peak instead of the comedown. I sat in my chair, got comfortable and loaded up 60 mg on a bed of Blue lotus and a wonderful sativa strain. I felt good about what was about to happen. My energy levels felt abnormally high, and my attention and power of observation were as elevated as ever.
I fire up the Volcano and take my dose. 3 massive hits all held for 40+ seconds. It was way easier than normal. Nothing happened at all until I exhaled my last hit. I was already feeling the body buzz I associate with DMT before I even took a hit, so it crept up on me in a very interesting way.. i sat back in my chair and closed my eyes.
Entry. A beautiful mandala appeared in front of me with four accompanying mandalas in each corner of my vision. I glanced quickly at the totality of the image then focused diligently on the centre. Usually this would get me through but this time, something happened that I've never experienced before.. The mandala tipped over becoming flat like a piece of paper, then began to transform into a 3d image of a Carousel. i wondered if I would be going to the carnival that I often hear people talk about.. I began to descend with the 3d image. This is also new to me.. Usually I go up or "in" but not down.
i don't know when the scene changed but suddenly i was in a forest.. this looked just like a normal forest at first glance, but then I noticed that the leaves and foliage were strangely fractal in shape and seemed to quiver in a very psychedelic way. i pushed some branches aside and saw a carousel sitting in a open field, spinning and playing music. As I approached the carousel, i noticed an entity riding on one of the horses bolted in to the ride. He was smiling from ear to ear and hanging off it in a wild, reckless way. This entity looked like a panther/ man, with certain cartoonish characters. I've seen him before, but he was not as clear and I described him as a geometric being, because all I could see was a perfectly round head and half circle eyes. He was absolutely the same entity though. I was seeing him way more clearly than I had previously. He was ecstatic to see me. He instantly began to communicate with me. Now, bare with me, because this may be difficult to accurately describe.
As he began to communicate with me, something happened to the reality we were in. it split down the middle, but the scene was still whole. instead of being in a forest in front of this carousel, everything in front of me was divided in to 2 cylinders. On one side, there was the entity riding the carousel. On the other side was a path and the forest.
As the entity riding the carousel got to the middle of the scene, where it was split, he would put his hand out and spin the other side where the path was keeping him in my vision instead of riding around and out of view. When he did this, the other side, where the path was, began to change and was no longer even a place but just colours and shapes.. Slowly as he continued to do this, the colours and shapes took on what looked like a code or coloured computer language.. Nothing on the right side of me was recognizable as an environment, and yet the scene remained the same on the left side of me.. The entity was speaking to me the entire time he was doing this, in a strange backwards- forwards, alien type of way. And talking fast...
Sometimes he would stop and ask if I would like to continue.. He wasn't asking the me that was observing, however. he was asking my higher self or something along those lines.. Answers to his questions would come out of me before I even realized that he had asked me something. other times, I would only hear the word "comply?" or "continue?" - to which I always answered, yes - with a child like excitement.
The entity took the whole process full circle, until I was back in front of the original scene, and I was able to move and traverse it again. Finally he stopped spinning the other side and let himself go all the way around the carousel. As he did I looked to my right and FINALLY saw the Castle that I have been told about so many times.. It looked kind of like the disney castle, but So much bigger. Seeing it made me laugh and as I laughed, visions of my previous experience within rooms in that very castle passed through my mind. At one point I laughed so hard that I shattered the scene..
All that was left in front of me were sparkles of colour and light.. As they faded, I realized that I was in a cave.
The same entity was to my left but just out of view.. He whispered to me.. Do you want to see her?? I answered Yes..
He asked again, this time louder.. i responded "yes" with an building excitement.. This happened about 8 times, to the point I felt like I may explode with excitement.. The thought crossed my mind that I don't know who "she" is, but I didn't care one bit. Finally the entity behind me put his hands ( paws?) on my back and pushed me gently forward and to the left.. The cave was dark, so i knew he was guiding me.. Also, this cave had a sort of magenta sparkle to the rockis in it.. Very beautiful for a cave, I must say.
As He led me down a path, i finally caught a glimpse of "her" - Instantly i knew i was looking at another human. She didn't have a human form, but the energy is one that i know well.. This "she" that my entity friend had led me to was my girlfriend, fast asleep on the other side of the country.. She was the most beautiful and delicate thing I've seen in hyperspace to date.. She was a floating orb of light, slight oval shaped and the size of a human head. She had a glow that was a similar magenta/ pink colour to the sparkle of the walls.. Surrounding this orb were deep pink ribbons. They wrapped around the orb of light and twisted up at the top like the sprout of an onion. Below, the ribbons dangled loosely, flowing gracefully. Each ribbon had a design on it. It was in an alien language, but again, I had an experience with learning this language in my first breakthrough, so i knew what it said.. - 6604 21 7. - I wonder if it is her akashic number? i don't know much about such things, so I can only guess.
I stared at her for so long.. Feeling that familiar energy. Bathing in it. After quite some "time" she moved back through the cave and out of view. i looked to my right and saw a tunnel that went deeper into the cave. My entity friend who was still behind and to the left of me, said.. " would you like to see more" - YES! I replied, amazed that I was still there and going strong.. It felt at this point like I had been there an awful long time. Regardless, i continued down the path, being pushed along by my panther-man friend. i came to another cavern within the cave where the rocks sparkled in green and yellow. In front of me was a river. On the other side was a bank where a Toad- man stood dressed in a spiffy suit. He was smoking a pipe. That's all he did.. he just smoked his pipe and blinked his huge amphibian eyes at me.
The wall behind him would sometimes light up like a vegas billboard displaying a word that I didn't know how to pronounce. this, the panther entity said, " this is his name. get to know it.. He's very famous." - No matter how hard I tried though, I could not read the frog - man's name. Finally the scene started to lose it quality and I knew I was returning.. With my eyes still closed, I thought of my bed, and how comfortable it would be to be there.. i imagined myself lying in it. Finally, when i opened my eyes.. I was in utter disbelief.
I WAS IN MY BED!!!! - this trip started in my chair in another room entirely.. I was so emerged in the trip, that I know I didn't get up. It just wouldn't have been possible. - I don't know what to make of it even still.. When it happened, I laid there in utter bafflement.. I was still seeing small fractal patterns everywhere in the dark too, so I thought, maybe I'm still in or something.. Stranger things have happened!! and closed my eyes again. - As I did, I heard a voice that was not my panther friend, but seemed to be imitating him.. He said would you like to continue?? and as he said that, a crack opened up in front of me, and I could see tiny little ghostly looking things crawling out from it.. I had the impression I was being tricked by a lower level entity into letting these things into my reality. i quickly said NO!! and opened my eyes.. Still in bed! damn it! HOW!! - i got up to turn on the light and gather myself. The experience lasted nearly an hour. I spent about another 3 contemplating my experience, still feeling the rush and mystery of the trip.. I have heard people say that doing DMT at the peak of LSD or Shrooms can be very strange.. HAHA! YUP.. It's true.. But I loved every minute of it. Something I will definitely try again in the future..
Happy travels -