Something wonderful just happened.

I realized that I've been trying to blast off lately as an escape. I tried two times this morning after something really made me upset. Both times left me with a somewhat empty and physically sick feeling as I came back.

I tried again just a few minutes ago and I was faced with the same thing

Something clicked this time though. I didn't necessarily have grand visions but a deep realization of what I've been doing... which is trying to escape. Once this happened peace and joy washed over me.

Today I learned that DMT isn't about trying to get away, go further, or blast what I am to smithereens. It heals.

Thank you to everyone that has contributed to this site. You've made my life and the lives of so many people truly better. That's really a wonderful thing.