Hello friends (I hope that isn't presumptuous?)
I will start by saying that my first experience with the magical spice happened somewhat accidentally. My partner had some changa which at the time he thought was only mildly infused with DMT. He had taken a number of DMT trips before which I had always been greatly curious and highly wary of. I asked what it was like and he said to expect mild hallucinations somewhat like magic mushrooms (the only other hallucinogen I have ever tried) but that as it was only infused herb I would stay in the room and just see pretty prisms and fractures of light and colour. I took a hit from the bong completely unprepared for the almost instantaneous and all consuming "suck" that dragged me away at warped speeds.
I came back to my body within 10 to 15 seconds but remember asking how long it lasted?
"About ten minutes." he said.
"Has it been ten minutes yet?" I remember time and space had lost all meaning
"It's been about 30 seconds, but you're ok."
With his reassurance, I was able to calm myself to a point that I could actually take in what was happening to me. My house and everything in it had transformed into the most beautiful kaleidoscope of colours. Objects were fracturing and pulsating with the same energy I felt vibrating through my core and mind. After the initial shock and panic subsided, it was the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced.
Since that first experience, I have tried it again about 10 times with three break throughs. Each time I have learnt something new about the best setting, light levels, temperature and mental preparation. Of course I have also learnt unnameable, indescribable, unfathomable truths about myself and the universe.
I am hungry for more and long to share my experiences while learning from those more experienced than myself. I am in awe of this mystical molecule and it's limitless power. It has somehow reconnected me to my body, soul and the natural world around me in a way I have never been before.
I have lots of questions and am keen to be able to join the forums to ask them and share my limited knowledge when the time is right.
So far each DMT experience has left me feeling in awe and simply amazed. I sense that I have been given some very powerful and protected information which while in hyperspace somehow makes perfect sense but as I cam back to my body the actual meaning is lost or forgotten. I am yearning for an experience which leaves me with not only the sense of this knowledge but a clearer understanding of the meaning. For now, I would like to leave you with my first question... Have you found a way to bring the break through knowledge back with you?
Alis volat propriis - she flies with her own wings