Greetings from Canadia land!

I'm mahan. I was born in the middle east but grew up in california where I had my first experience with cannabis in the mid 90s. Near the end of the 90s I tried shrooms and loved it. I became curious as to what else my mind can conjure so I began experimenting with other things. Party drugs mostly, nothing with meaning.

As I have grown older I have been feeling more and more the need to have my reset button pushed, if that makes sense. I am stuck in a concrete jungle, working a job that I don't really care for, but I am good at. I miss nature and so I have become curious again once more about the world of enthiogens.

I want to feel connected again to something greater, even if that's just the figment of my imagination. I believe I would be more at peace with myself.

I want to feel the grass under my feet again.

2 Failed aya attempts so far. Going for a mescaline experience tomorrow and if that fails, well I have spore syringes ready to make some cake

Cheers to all the psychonauts, nexians and transient travellers!

Man! That is, IMO, a very, very cool line!

CN Tower you say...you should have seen my jelly knees on that glass ceiling!

DMT? Yes!

Heights? Thrice, No!

Hey Mahan,

Welcome to the Nexus...

My path diverted the way of the party drugs and I've been desiring to recollect myself since, similar to what you say. It seems like you're on the right path and in the right place. It's unfortunate about your failed aya attempts but if you haven't gained insight as to the possible confounding factors from the experienced folks on the Nexus, you most likely soon will or could any time you wanted.

Hope your future experiments are notable experiences.. see you around the site!

Welcome Mahan!I am so jealous that you grew up in California! I would die for that...i visited Santa Monica for 2 weeks once years ago to go to the Star wars Convention in LA and the beach and nature blew my mind in Santa Monica, Venice Beach, and Laguna Beach.

Do not frail my friend, i had many failed ayahusca attemps a long time ago, that's when I went and extracted mescaline...it is the cream de la cream of the psychedelic world, i still take it about once a month, especially every time I go to the waterpark and enjoy nature and the river all day outdoors....it is numero uno when it comes to an outdoor entheogen...all of nature looks like an enchanged fairy tale....i've also taken acid hundreds of times, mescaline and acid are somewhat similar except that acid focuses more on the "human nature" and how humans and human activity, all things human pertain to the universe...mescaline is more primal and ancient and is intensely beautiful, you can look at a woman on mescaline and she will look like the most incredible beautiful sight you have ever seen in you life...the pea's (mescaline) enhance beauty to an extreme degree....truly life changing.

i recommend making your own ayahusca using harmine freebase and thh and extracted dmt one of these days for a surefire way to always take ayahuasca and get the same desired dose every time, something you can taylor to your own individual liking. Mescaline I recommend cause it is the easiest thing to extract and give you a lifetime of beauty....mescaline and LSD are still my #1.