Greetings Nexians!

I’m definitely still a total newb, with a mere 9 vine-only experiences, 3 admixture experiences and several mild hyperspace visits on my favourite spice. Last night though was for sure my first breakthrough experience. My friend has two jars of the same kind of chali spice that he extracted with Jorkest’s Tek (got it up to 1.9% yield second time!!) I had only ever gone up to 20mg and that was pretty intense, but I knew from what I had read here that a breakthrough had not taken place. One is only a week old and the other was about 3 weeks old. Two nights ago I decided to try more than before, and it was the older spice so I THOUGHT it was way weaker. My friend measured out 45mgs, I stuck it to the end of my favourite dapper with a little bit of sticky icky full spec shatter, heated up my oil rig and dunked!!! Now I know there’s been a few threads about using oilrigs and most people say that it will be too hot for the spice. Well, maybe it’s because his spice is like beautiful waxy chunks of peanut butter and it is a bit protected with some full spec chali biz. Also, the technique that I prefer is to heat the nail orange hot in a dark room, let it cool to almost no colour, then dunk!! Full melt and one hit done fast!!

So that brings me back to loading that dapper up, taking the hit and in 2 seconds my vision in the room blasted through a geometric colour wall that I had never seen before… I remember thinking, “thought I had the light off….” I don’t remember even holding it in for long, but dimensions were breaking away within each other faster than I could even lay down and I was sitting on the edge of the bed! My body felt like it was being destroyed and at one point it felt like my spirit had separated. I remember being worried that I wasn’t going to be able to find my way back to my body because it was taking me so very far away... I was galaxies away and I had partially accepted that I had just died. There was a huge panic that took my body, but as I continued to break through dimensions of colour and light with a multitude of geometric shapes I reached a space that was still and calm… the best way to describe it was that it was like a reflective mirrored surface of pure energy. It was soft to walk on and this room or space was infinite. There was an overwhelming sense that I was in the place that all creation took place. I don’t mean on a religious level, I mean on a level of galaxies and universes. This was where everything was made... like ground 0 for creation. I didn’t know what to think anymore, or what to believe. Suddenly, like re-entry into my body... or more like meat beginning pushed violently into a sausage casing, I started to get some tremors and began to panic. Through this mind-blasting dimension of pure energy I would get extremely rough, almost violent flashes of my current physical space appearing through my hyperspace visions, cracking like lightening across the energy dimension’s ceiling. It was then I honestly realized that I hadn’t died and I called for my wife sitting for me in the next room. I had to ask if I was ok. She said my skin, arms and all were ICE cold, which I felt and had contributed to the sensation of dying. Re-entry was more difficult than entry into hyperspace for me. I don’t know if it was the adrenaline or something else, but I had very tense muscle sensations upon re-entry. I had to consciously tell myself to relax my muscles because they felt like they were going to snap. It was an amazing experience that certainly jolted me and I’m glad I had it. Now that I’ve had a successful breakthrough, I may have to re-evaluate my entire belief system. All this with my little oilrig… and my glass vg is arriving on Friday!! woOT!

I’d love to hear some more experienced travellers thoughts on my trip… anyone else experience difficult sensations while exiting hyperspace?

Peace and Happiness

Hello Vaast, welcome to the Nexus

Good write up, It sounds like you had quite the experience.

in my deeper experiences it is always putting myself back together thats difficult, smashing myself to pieces is considerably easier

Don't put 45mg in your GVG , well not to begin with anyway

lol, so agree! Thanks 3rdI!

Wow! Sounds like you had a really intense experience.

Welcome to the Nexus Vaast.

You gained my vote.

Thanks DeDao! Great people here!

Welcome to the nexus. Yes reentry is often the most difficult part of a deep breakthrough. On at least a few occasions when I have broken through and left all traces of my humaness behind, coming back to my body is a very alien experience and it can be a bit upsetting with just how abrupt it all is. Pretty much every time I come back from a deep experience I sit and just think wtf until I can calm down. So I don't think your alone with having a rough reentry.

Also I think you will find dosing with the gvg much easier, if you have a working scale its easier to find that sweet spot with the dose, and dose there consistently, making for what has been ime less troubling experiences.

Thanks for sharing adam Yeah, dosing an oilrig is not easy, lol.. Difficult enough to get the dose on the dapper! I just bought an mg scale and it works great! Indispensable really. I'll be picking up my GVG this weekend and I'm very excited to try it! I've read so many positive things about it here... Time to get into some changa!!

i havent done dmt before. thanks for sharing vaast

Cheers Satori808, your very welcome!

Vaast great post

I felt as if i was experiencing your words...

I remember thinking "thought i had turned the lights off" LOL