Hello wallman2,
Welcome to the Nexus. I believe you have come to the right place, given your stated interests.
Have you tried any psychedelics yet? It's probably not needed, but I will state that DMT is not the best psychedelic to start out with. I'd recommend growing mushrooms at home, then doing a series of experiments with higher and higher doses.
Can you tell us anything else about yourself? This introduction essay is an opportunity for you to give us a chance to know you, and of course for you to get to know us. Maybe tell us your educational or work focus and/or hobbies or w/e. Maybe you could talk a bit about your beliefs or philosophy. . . . I'm just throwing out some ideas. Nothing required, but I'm sure others, like myself, would like to learn more about you.
I'd encourage you to take some time to thoroughly read the contents of the links in your welcome pm. This is a great way for you to get to know what the Nexus is all about.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
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