Im 13lives/later im a devoted Spiritualist ,Practicing Alchemist and in search of other individuals AWAKE in this Matrix. I was a Manager at a production Plant Nursery in Oklahoma for 5 years but recently left to pursue Enlightenment. I actively Meditate and question everything around me. After I died last year in a car crash on Friday the 13 I have not been able to communicate my views and findings with like Minds. I have begun to learn to control my Pineal Gland on Command and through this I made my First Break Though with the help of 25i,Fungus and of course the Spirit Molecule last week I left my body whited out then seen the "All Seeing Eye". only way I could describe what I seen is by drawing it(HInts My AVitar) Im am intensely obsessed with Nibiru, Ancient Civilizations and the Thought that I am something far greater than im being told. Any information you feel I should research would be very helpful. especially with my last subject of De Ja Vu. I have been dreaming things before they happen since I was young and through my recent Al-chemical endeavors with the spirit molecule have increased.

Hi 13lives,

Thank you for writing an introduction essay. There are some things that concern me though.

When you said that you left your job of five years to pursue enlightenment, it appears to me that your pursuit of enlightenment is interfering with your chances of living a balanced life. A life where basic needs are being met.

It sounds like you have had a few very intense psychedelic experiences. Please consider taking quite some time to integrate your experiences. Taking a long break from psychedelics might help you find answers to your questions.

Please question your use of psychedelics.


Welcome,
wearepeople

welcome to the nexus integration of an nde is quite tough to say the least. those are some very interesting subjects, nibiru and ancient civilizations. after quite a few years of journeying with dmt, and other psychs those subjects found their way into my perspective also. i completely think that it is a very good possibility that is where we come from, gene splicing with earths native beings. a few of my experiences on dmt i have been aboard a pyramid shaped space ship and later talked to some other folk here and many have reported the same things. i was told this was possibly a view of the ships that brought the annunaki here and were referred to as the watchers. quite interesting stuff if i say so myself. just be sure to remember there are no known answers, yet, cant lose yourself in the possibilities. seeking enlightenment from psychedelics and other ways of life is no different than Christians seeking enlightenment from going to church. it is all speculation and perspective based, we have no answers yet no matter where you look. make sure you keep your quality of life the best you can, seeking enlightenment or not.

interesting article

Thank you for your concern and the information it was helpful. Ever since my accident my reality has become warped. Lack of control can trigger a person to do and believe crazy things. Especially when prolonged drug usage is involved. All I have left is a positive outlook that im on the path I need to be on. Im 23 I have Business Degree single and have a machine shop. If I dont find what im looking for I will come back to consensus reality. Thanks for your input you said what you felt. if you know anymore about how dmt affects the body or a link let me know.

thanks for the article rustyspoon thats a good article. I read Zachariah Sitchens Twelfth Planet last year. I want to read the other the Book of Enkie.

I like your intro subject line - sponge seeking water.
Welcome to the nexus. I am also drawn to ancient (prehistoric to be exact) civilizations. I find myself attracted to the theory that humans have come together as 1 civilization many times in the past, only to be wiped out (scattered, think babylon) by some great event. Could you elaborate on your control over the pineal gland? I'm really interested in near-death experiences and how they can open a person up.

well.. it isn't CONFIRMED to have anything to do with DMT.

there is a distinction.

I was under the influence it secreted melatonin which regulates your sleep cycles. So I dont understand how that would not affect DMT being released in REM sleep. Thats just how i understand it ha but I cant argue research I didn't do.