Hi, everyone!
I've been a member since mid May, but I haven't made any posts yet---only talking on the chat client. Encouraged by someone [whose name I am missing], I decided to make an introduction post.
First off, my name: Curious in Hyperspace. I've been curious about DMT for the past year or so, and have made small strides into hyperspace. The experiences have made a profound effect on how I view life as a whole, its vast, curious realm.
When I started my use, I egregiously obtained the molecule through methods inconsistent with the Nexus' attitudes. I actually had terrible success with its use, as, at that time, I had never smoked anything before, and so I didn't even have the simple option of ash/leaf sandwiching. In the end, I only had a few minor successes.
In the past few months, I started to go on the Nexus. I learned more about the substance and decided to carefully progress with an ACRB extraction. I had relatively poor yields, but I have had many experiences from it. I finally made a machine and have had what I, at the time, thought to be a breakthrough: I had strong OEV, at which point I would curl up in a bean bag and close my eyes to find myself in another realm. I have not, as of yet, had an experience where OEV overlap with CEV, though I hope to once I do an extract from MHRB.
More about me:
I'd been severely depressed for a large portion of my life, contemplating suicide and coming close to carrying the actions out. On a whim, I began microdosing B Caapi 4x extract at 50-70mg/day in a tea with some lemon juice, and I've had a complete transformation. My anxiety and depression vanished. I finally experience joy in life. [Thanks, to someone on chat who suggested a dosage of 10-100mg]
And I believe that's about it! If there are any questions anyone has, feel free to ask.