Has anyone else had a Kundalini experience after a day of smoking DMT??
I have been using DMT for spiritual explorations for the last couple of months. It has been extremely useful and I was able to release a lot of old emotional fixations, fear shame and guilt. Purging those negative emotions made me more spiritually open. I felt that there was still some last vestige of rational ego holding me back.
Friday night I did 100 mg of harmalas followed half an hour later by 200 mg of pure crystalline DMT. I had a lovely journey, nothing too spiritual, but it felt like I was laying the groundwork for something. The next day I smoked 50mg of DMT in a glass GVG. Within 15 seconds I was in hyperspace, as it is called in this community. I was in an enormous hall of profound beauty. I experienced my own death. I experienced not breathing for what seemed like hours. I experienced being strangled to death. The death experiences kept repeating and repeating until it was done. Then there was no more death. Just profound silence, and the gorgeous beauty of the hall.
When I came down I felt profoundly peaceful. I realized that my trip was replaying all the ways my soul had died or been killed, in all the incarnations of all my lifetimes. I had a sweet, peaceful lovely evening with my wife.
The next day I went to have a session in a device that's designed to produce profound relaxation and opening of the base chakra. It uses sound and vibration to achieve this deeply relaxed state. I wondered what would happen because I was already as relaxed as a noodle. Sessions usually last about an hour. After 30 minutes I began to feel like I was losing consciousness. Then I felt a growing sense of pressure building at the base of my spine. It pushed upward through all the levels of my spine, producing a profound sensation as it climed my energy system. I found doing the kind of breating I was taught in our La Maz classes. Each puff of air out through my lips seemed to be pumping the energy source at the base of my spine even tigher.
By the time the session ended the energy had gone up through my throat and out the top of my head. I have never experienced anything like it. When the lights came up I could barely speak, and pretty much the only thing I could say was "it's so beautiful" and "I love you so deeply". I was absoluely flooded with profound universal love and compassion.
The activation lasted until bedtime. Despite having the top of my energy system blown off, I was able to work OK. However my interactions with people were profoundly altered. I work with some people I don't particularly care for, but in this state All I could see was fear at the core, masking people's ability to love. As the experience dissipated toward afternoon it shifted and took on a slightly paranoid character. However on investigation my paranoia was justified.
That was yesterday. Today I am 80% recovered, but I can feel this flame in my root chakra. I could go back to full intensity I believe without much trouble.
Any of this sound familiar?