Greetings everyone! I thought I'd like to introduce myself, and as to why I find myself typing this now reaching out to like-minded folk.
I've had a long history with seeing and communicating with entities ever since my childhood. One of my earliest memories I can remember (asides from dreams) was when I was about 1 1/2 y/o, I had fallen out of my crib somehow during my sleep, ( the gate was up) I had fallen onto a glass window pane and tore my forehead open. I went to my grandma and told her "Mama I'm bleeding" this was the first time she ever heard me speak coherently. about half a year later I went to the bathroom by myself for the first time during the night ( might I say I was a big kid 5 foot by the time i started elementary). I seen in the room with me a tall dark figure with a yellowish golden glow around it's silhouette, It was tall 6-7 foot about. It had to duck to stand and had strange looking hair almost like Jamaican dreadlocks, and had deep black eyes that somehow stood out amidst the rest of shadowy apparition. We exchanged gazes for a moment before it just up and left. Things were quiet for quite some time asides from déjà vu and the occasional light sprites I called them.

After my grandpa had passed my grandma fell deep into Alzheimers and things started to get strange. I started to hang out with the wrong crowd trying to fill a null zone within me. one day I woke with this pair of dice in my pockets, confused I just set them on my tv stand and got to my morning routine. after showering I had put on some fresh clothes and to my surprise these dice were in my pocket again. I had invited a couple friends over to share some cannabis. Friend A showed up first and the dice started ending up in his pockets. Friend B called and said he'd be there in 15. We decide to go outside to meet him, so we set the dice on the table. As we reached the end of the porch we had intersected with friend B. all of a sudden I hear a rattling noise, I happen to look to the roof where I see this pair of dice rolling off from. I went to go inspect the number (which was 7) and we all here this maniacal cackle that sounded as if it came from everywhere, I look to the road and see this shadow walking towards my driveway, and then suddenly morphs into almost a multidimensional star of David ( which i've come to understand is a merkabah)it jumped between trees in my yard before just flashing upwards at crazy speed. As my grandmas conditioned worsened, as did my depression. the courts had assigned a power of attorney over her as she bounced some checks. eventually it got so bad one of her daughters moved in with us. she was talking to a hospice aid saying " We had it so hard growing up, I feel like dad tried to make up for it with J. Suddenly this cake she had made earlier flew across the kitchen, and I hear my aunt say "german chocolate was his favorite". Friend B and I were really starting to put our heads around this concept of energy and that we're interacting with higher levels of this stuff. When my grandma had passed I was really unsure on where i would turn to for ground in everyday life, I had decided it was time for me to imbibe dmt. While the experience in of itself was astonishing the real magic happened 3 days later. I was meditating before bead as i had vividly dreamed every night since then so I tried to re-create what it had done to me. as i lay down I felt a mass pressure on the top of my head and it focused to a point. it moved to the back of my head, and then to the right hemisphere, and started to poke me. at first they were light pricks but started to build up in speed and pressure. suddenly it just bursts through and I have a feeling I can only describe as coitus but in my head. I woke up the next morning and heard a wind instrument, like a reed or flute, Suddenly I hear a woman's voice say " I wont bother itroducing myself as you already know who I am, I need you to help me heal the energy around you, She also told me to look up shaman sickness ( which I had been breaking out and itching like crazy, and felt sick after anxiety attacks, and being around negative behavior)She continued to soothe me as I wrote a lyric.about a week later i take a couple hits which while I've done before have never hit me like this. I feel a burning sensation run down my spine like a wick and suddenly I feel
2 energies uncoiling and rising up my spine. Now I've read of khundalini, but this was no placebo affect. about 6 months go by and I start to lose touch with that feeling and I become depressed again. One night I decided I wanted o go for a walk. exiting through the garage I walk up the steps and I see this black wolf-german shepherd looking dog staring at me. It's eyes were the same of the dark entity i had seen as a kid. It stared at me a few moments and ran behind the lawn mower but never came out from the other side. I stood puzzled a moment before I just started to run, I got to about the middle of my driveway and I hear a bunch of coyote's howling. One day at work I had a khundalini surge as I was in the middle of one of our busiest days that year. I had just completely blacked out and I was told I was just standing there for like 5 minutes. I was sent home and written up and I was very flustered. going home that night I seen the same dog that I had met in my garage watching me pass by. about a week later I was meditating before work in my car. I decided it was time to go in so i go to grab my work shirt from my back seat and for a split second I see Anubis sitting in my back seat. when I went to sleep that night I had a dream where I was in the perspective of me as a child and my grandma was cooking dinner. she continued to do things that really made me feel energy in my heart. she had went to the pantry and I went to go ask her when grandpa would be home,and as i pulled on her pant leg and looked up i see the same entity I seen in my car. It told me why are you limiting yourself with these dense vibrations of resentment, that I need to let them go. ever since my blockages have been to a minimum and I feel like static energy running through me all the time, especially while tripping. I know it's not in my head because animals feel it and give me looks of surprise, as well as people. Coming up on the full moon tomorrow and I'm about to delve into my first ayahuasca experience. To anyone that actually reads this short biography I thank you for your time! can't wait to meet some like-minded people.

sorry for all the edits.Had little time to make a rough draft

I'd like to add that I don't feel as if I need it right now, but I want to share the experience with some of my friends whom are having troubles, as to hopefully help heal our relationships. There had been some problems between one friend in particular as his girlfriend was coming to me as an escape from the unhealthy relationship that was building between them. I wish to hopefully make him see how silly the friction between us is As I had never over stepped my bounds, only nurtured.

Can't believe I forgot to mention that I've experienced old hag syndrome though I immediately reacted and had an out of body experience and seen as she became furious over me avoiding it.

Hello L Sol Tace,

Welcome to the Nexus. Sounds like your life has been quite a journey to date. I am sorry for the loss of your grandfather and the decline of your grandmother.

So, did you just do DMT that one time? Was it a smoked or oral dose?

Do you extract your own DMT? If so, what tek did you use?

I encourage you to take some time to take a really good look around this place - it's huge and there's a lot of resources that have been assembled over a period of years by folks who really care a lot about this community. I hope you will like what you see.

Again, welcome to the Nexus.

As I write this, I'm currently coming down from my third DMT experience(Induced anyways).
The first 2 times I had taken .2 grams (smoked), which I believe if i remember correctly was extracted from chaliponga. My current trip was extracted from syrian rue (6g) and acacia confusa of the Hawaiian variety (10g).I only used well water and lemon juice as a solvent.I also put the lemon seeds in as I thought it just might add a nice touch. The results were surprisingly strong as I have a high tolerance. I attach a short poem I wrote during my experience Hope everyone enjoys.
With Love, YHWH


why so much resistance, I've seen it all before
I believe that what you're looking for is this here spring board
NOW DON'T GO TO HIGH NOW MY SON, I wish to keep you in my sight
for one day YOU will find yourself, lost again in the night
Self reflecting everything that he said, I only wish to know to know if I'd be better Dead
...(breathe) As much as I would love to reverberate On Higher or lower scale
I've listened to the words you've taught me, If I may say, I know them well
I believe that I am ready If I may help myself to this drink
Only know that I will be back from the bar, all sooner than in a blink
because this just isn't your problem, it's ours, that's all we know
but what if this problem, is the chord to start the show

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Goodnight everyone

Is this somehow relevant to the encounters with entities?

Thanks!

First I seen The serpent, and Now tonight I see the thunderbird

Last couple days have been very humbling to say the least. I just gotta say I'm ready to sit back a moment and put that hope i found at the bottom of the jar into the lives of those around me, for which we have an awful addiction. I taught myself binary to teach you to climax. free bird