Hello mutual Earth inhabitants!

This is my first time posting in a forum so bare with me if I get some things wrong.

As life ripped and roared, it brought me to a place known as Earth. Ah, my favorite place so far! I've had a life filled with the usual (and sometimes unusual) ups and downs. I learned that life is often filled with anger, hurt, and misunderstanding. Despite the adamant suffering, I couldn't help to always remember peace, love, and goodness. Throughout my younger years I was somewhat force-fed Christianity, which has turned out to be one of the worst ideas man has had thus far. Since then, I have donned myself as an Atheist Pagan, which it seems to some is a misnomer. Yet again, I find myself riding the wave of teaching myself to accept the universe with all its "inconsistencies" and mind-shattering amazement through meditation. Marijuana (innumerable times) and LSD (about 5 times) have played a pivotal part in expanding my mind to the wonderment of the universe.

For the first time, while watching Alan Watts videos on YouTube, I heard about DMT in the little "related" videos on the sidebar. 2 years ago this "drug" crossed my path via the internet. I was so intrigued and desired to experience my first awakening. Alas, I remain with bits and pieces of spiritual awakening with meditation with (and without) marijuana, an herb easily attained. DMT has eluded me. So many times I have read that the universe wants to tell you something when you finally get the Spice. "You don't find DMT. DMT finds you.", I hear, droning like a mantra. That saddens me, sometimes since I cannot find it... er, it has not found me.

Well, here's to the ever-present quest of self-awareness and enlightenment.

Blessings.

Hey there!

After I first heard about DMT, I spent about 2 years researching everything I could to know as much as I could learn about it. I read many experience reports from many different websites, extraction teks, different methods of administration ect. I too felt as though it would never show its face.

Then one day I got a call from a friend that had been researching it as well. It found him and through him it found me. I have to say it was perfect timing and I wouldnt have wanted it to go any other way.

Have you thought about extracting it yourself? It's really easy and brings you close into her arms.

Welcome to the nexus hope you stick around.

Thanks for the reply, Anrchy!

Yes, I have thought long and hard about extracting my own DMT. Although there are Mimosa trees everywhere in my area, I do not know if they are the right trees to begin the extraction process. They have bright pink flowers that look like puffy fireworks. Would you suggest I order the root bark online or would harvesting my own suffice?

I was recently in a car accident so I don't see myself digging up roots any time soon.

~Blessings

Chances are they are not mimosa hostilis or another viable source. I would read through the FAQ and the WIKI to answer questions about sources and extraction, and the legality of attaining certain plants where you live. I know that for instance in the U.S. getting MHRB (mimosa hostilis root bark) is illegal but that doesn't mean you will be prosecuted, its like jaywalking in that regard. Anyways I did years of research before ordering my own MHRB and extracting.

yes we all need to grow moar!

Welcome!

I'd suggest having at least a first meeting with the molecule of your choice, and then start to grow. Cooking a long recipe once you know how delicious the meal will be can make a kitchen a wonderful place