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Another run in with the "Tricky Lizard" (Becoming the Tricky Lizard) Options
 
aleph 1ne
#1 Posted : 7/6/2013 9:05:46 AM

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This launch started like most of my launches. My eyelids were painted with orange, brown and red fractals, with black lines marking the details and contours. The carrier wav comes and destroy's my inner dialogue. The wave becomes a mantra. It's spoken in my head as an alien language, but I know what It means. "Love and respect." - Earlier in the day, I was talking to my girlfriend about the respect and appreciation I have for those who came before me, who unlocked the secrets of this and many other plants which I have received benefit from. This was also inserted into my intentions for the trip.

- Speaking of which. This is important. The day before, I spent the day producing a song for the purpose of the trip. It involved samples of Incaros, meditative tones, nature noises and some synth melodies that I played while thinking of what I wanted to get out of the use of DMT. Also, some tribal like drumming that I had programmed. When I was making this, I was having visions and almost astral projecting ( which I have never attempted.) lol... Very Lucid.
My intentions were to meet several entities and make allies that I can call on if ever the need. I also wanted to visit many places each slowly preparing me for the lesson of the trip. (or lessons)

To continue... After the carrier wave became the mantra, I was in. The 2 dimensional fractal pattern before me turned into walls of a room in some kind of psychedelic disco party. The room's contours were so abstract that it was very hard to tell where I was. i noticed 2 entities walk in, but they were entities made of geometric shapes, and instantly, it became impossible to decipher where they were and where the wall or floor was. It was all the same thing. Crazy patterns of geometry folding into itself but remaining solid enough to still form the room.

Between the 2 entities, just before they were gone to my sight, a light being appeared. It was very digital looking. Lines of light shot from out of it in a criss cross pattern. It was white but also flickered every other colour sparsely and randomly from within it. It seemed Very Digital to me. It made me think of Organisms and life on this planet and how Mathematics correlated to formation of life here. Heavy thoughts and very quick. Then out of no where, i thought "maybe this light is a fractal.. Can I go in it. When I thought "can I go in" The light being heard my thoughts and responded with a jokingly offended tone. "What? No way man! What kind of thing is that to say to someone.. Can I enter you?? hahaha" So I said "well what do you taste like" - joking back at him. he replied. - "dude, you can't eat me".. Then darted away into the room, which at his point, was a full on party.

There were many light beings, swirling around and dancing, A few other Geometric beings too.. This time more clear. There was one male, with an upside down pyramid head. He was royal blue and purple. Very powerful looking. Ominous even, but gentle. He danced with another female version of himself. Slightly smaller and pink. I found myself curious about where I was and who all these entities were.. I've never seen so many at once. I didn't know how to communicate with them, as they all seemed to be enjoying the party, which consisted of everyone diving into the environment and blending in, then coming back out and dancing more. Suddenly to my left, there was a being that was oddly square, like a device, but organic looking. Like a living cube. It had a small cube head. On his front, there was a a panel of knobs and piano keys.. When I looked closer, they were a part of his body.. Their texture looked alive.. I attempted to turn a knob, but he jumped back and left, looking quite offended.. As he walked away, he passed a small rectangle part of the wall, and it turned into a window.. I peered through it, and was instantly in that place.

It was a similar place to My post about the Bird sanctuary where I met an ancient bird entity, only this time, there aren't birds, it's a circle of Mayan elders. The Woman speaks to me.. She says.. "You are now the Tricky Lizard." - Slowly, i shrink back to my place in that "party" and as that is happening, I feel myself become the Lizard entity that I've met on the other side, twice now. I can see my elongated jaw and snout. Feel the scales on my skin. As I look around, I notice that My own silhouette is in front of me and blocking my view. It's my shadow.. I'm in the wall.. The wall is filled with light.. I try to move my head and look around but it's always in the way.. I notice, as I look around, My actions are making the walls move.. I am now directing the party.. Making it possible for the other entities to blend into the wall and remerge. This is the Tricky Lizards "job" - I can not communicate with any of them, though I try. when I do, the room just shifts more. Most of the entities (with exception to the light beings) didn't even know I was there. I too was blended into the environment. Shifting it in peculiar ways. Flexing my third eye to open hallways or elongate a wall.

I notice the window appear again.. i go to it.. there are the Shamans again. The Woman speaks again.. Most of which I don't remember anymore, but I do remember her saying "silly Lizard, always in his own way. But what fun"
The she told me that I am not just a lizard, but a Dragon. A Red Dragon. Suddenly I became a DRAGON!!! Full out. The way my throat moved, the wings, The sensationally powerful legs. the heavy head. All of it. I was a Dragon. And a lustrous Red at that!

- This has meaning to me beyond the awesomeness of just being a dragon. In the Mayan dream spell calendar, I am a Red self existing Dragon. So hearing an ancient Mayan shaman spirit or whatever she was, tell me that just did magic. Unlocked the power. I became that literally.-
Suddenly I was back at the trippy shape party, still a Dragon though. Not effecting the walls anymore and could see more clearly. There were 9 entities that I communicated with. All very loving and respectful beings. But also Powerful. Suddenly, An eagle call I had put in the music sent me up to a skylight that I hadn't even realized existed. I peered out.. There was the dome that I saw on my last experience. A massive dome with birds in it. This time they were obviously Eagles.. Big Gold ones. They were off in the distance and I was seeing them through a window, but even still I just bathed in their majesty -

After returning to the party once more, I saw the Tricky Lizard across the room as he was momentarily unconcealed by the shifting wall. he saw me as the Red Dragon and was happy. I felt an incredible sense of compassion and love for the Lizard. I walked a party in his shoes and saw what his existence is. He seems not to be able to connect well with others. Like his attempts to communicate effect the environment and not the being he is trying to communicate with. It seemed so lonely, but with purpose. It made my experiences with him so much more clear. I get him now. He seems, at times to be able to connect with me without mashing up the environment. Maybe we are spirit Kin.
The tricky lizard and the red dragon! haha
I feel as though I have made a good Ally and friend on the other side. He has taught me much. Also to be in the body of a hyperspace entity was an experience I can not even begin to explain!!

The major lesson here for me is to be careful not to get in my own way when trying to connect with people, or entities on the other side. trying to move through or into everything, like the lizard does, won't always work for me. I have to develop my own projection techniques based on what I've learned, not just adopt those of others. Even if it is an ancient sacred Lizard. - I've also had the opportunity to wrap my head around the concept of - Infinity within the finite- Each being and every shape or piece of furniture in this room was infinite in detail, made of shapes within shapes, but had definite measurements within the room. The mathematics in life.
Also, I need to learn some hyperspace manners, apparently. No eating, entering or fidgeting with the entities!! hahaha... Although it is strange that I wanted to enter the fractal like - light being, but couldn't.. Only to later 'enter' the Tricky Lizard.

i know this one is Long, but so much happened that I could never have imagined, even after doing this stuff many times. Thank you, reader, for your time in hearing my story. Laughing

Finally, I would like to add that i vaped 50 mg of spice in a Volcano Vaporizer with Blue lotus and Cannabis. Such a beautiful Mixture. The Lotus brought me in to the trip much more gently than without. i remember SOO much of what happened also. The music I made for the adventure was a great success.. I will definitely use it again, and make more. Maybe, if there is interest, I will post a download link for it..

This one will be a tuff one to integrate. But it was exactly what i was looking for. i feel like I know what I have to do..
 

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#2 Posted : 7/6/2013 11:55:57 AM

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It was white but also flickered every other colour sparsely and randomly from within it. It seemed Very Digital to me.


I feel like I've seen this before. When I had seen it, I remember thinking that it reminded me of when Mario would get a "super star" in Super Mario World. It would be a very fast strobing of a bunch of colors, almost granting it a faux irridescent quality.

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Suddenly I was back at the trippy shape party, still a Dragon though. Not effecting the walls anymore and could see more clearly. There were 9 entities that I communicated with. All very loving and respectful beings. But also Powerful. Suddenly, An eagle call I had put in the music sent me up to a skylight that I hadn't even realized existed. I peered out.. There was the dome that I saw on my last experience. A massive dome with birds in it. This time they were obviously Eagles.. Big Gold ones. They were off in the distance and I was seeing them through a window, but even still I just bathed in their majesty -


I feel like I wrote about this recently, but I can't remember where. There's a place in hyperspace with lots of rooms that I regularly go to. I think it's probably most like a castle. There's a particular region that seems to be inhabited by birds and is bird-oriented. It's a long, narrow spire with a domed top. As I move closer and closer towards the top, the frequency of everything goes up. Towards the top there are floating, very high frequency eagle heads. I've noticed that I tend to access this part of the castle when my head is tilted back so my head is facing the ceiling. Pretty odd stuff.
"Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein

"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead

"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
 
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#3 Posted : 7/6/2013 1:59:35 PM

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Hi Global. Thanks for the reply. You commented on my last post about this.. The Bannu bird! I definitely had the impression that both the bird dome and the dome the shamans were in were somehow attached, or a part of the same structure. It didn't occur to me to be part of a castle but they are absolutely in the same area of Hyperspace. The strange thing is that the "party" room I was in had nothing to do with and was of a very different nature than the outdoor domes.

The shamans sat beside a beautiful tree with peach/yellow coloured fruits on it. (but not peaches) The tree looked so old. There were other shrubs too. i had a feeling like they were tending to these plants.
To confirm. I was sitting on my couch. (not laying down but slouched in a comfortable position with my head tilted upwards, looking at the ceiling. I saw full eagles, but they too were at the top of the dome.

Out of curiosity, do you listen to music when you go to this dome castle??
I feel like the type of ambient synth based music I've been using has something to do with where I'm ending up.
 
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#4 Posted : 7/6/2013 2:20:21 PM

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aleph 1ne wrote:

Out of curiosity, do you listen to music when you go to this dome castle??
I feel like the type of ambient synth based music I've been using has something to do with where I'm ending up.


That's actually very funny you asked that. I probably wouldn't have noticed this otherwise. Let me explain. In the past two years or so, I've been traveling with music quite infrequently. When I first started off, I would listen to music regularly while journeying. It was quite ecstatic and interesting. Somewhere along the line, I began to cut back because the music had interfered with the experience more than supporting it. In my personal experience, music can interfere with the ability to receive "messages" or hear what entities are saying as well. When I first heard the beautiful chiming lullaby of hyperspace for the first time, it made me stop using music almost completely. If I were to have the opportunity to hear hyperspace's charming instrumentals, I wouldn't want some "lower dimensional music" covering that up or preventing it from happening.

Now having said all that, there have still been times here and there when I've gone ahead and listened to music anyway since then, and there have been at least a handful of times where I end up seeing those floating eagle heads at the top of the bird spire. In fact, I don't think it's ever happened without music. My "Owl House Synchronicity" experience also was a rare occasion with musical accompaniment. Perhaps there is some kind of correlation. Birds after all do like to sing!
"Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein

"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead

"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
 
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#5 Posted : 7/6/2013 2:28:55 PM

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INTERESTING!!!
 
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#6 Posted : 7/6/2013 2:30:48 PM

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I was the opposite. I started my experiences with dmt in silence and darkness.. Since, I've been experimenting with both sound and light variations.. There is definitely a difference, IMO.
 
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#7 Posted : 7/8/2013 4:16:53 PM

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wow the account of your trip is nearly awe inspiring, the details of turning into a dragon, being spoken to by shamans...damn. i hope that when my cat finally extracts some DMT, he will have experiences similar to those described hereBig grin
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Very enjoyable read! I like your style. cheers and best of luck with future excursions
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#10 Posted : 7/11/2013 9:17:22 PM

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BecometheOther wrote:
Very enjoyable read! I like your style. cheers and best of luck with future excursions

Thanks! I'm glad you've all enjoyed the report. I only wish I could better capture the experience in words..
The transformation and act of being something other than human completely lacks descriptive vocabulary!! haha.
But I guess it's unexplainable characteristics are what makes it so interesting in the first place!

Bless. Very happy
 
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#11 Posted : 7/12/2013 2:26:22 AM

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Holy moly dude.

I've read this like 5 times now. It's like a really intricate movie that you can appreciate more every time you see it. Totally awe inspiring. Your tidbit of information about the Mayan Dreamspell calendar also sparked my interest, so I checked it out and found the information about my date of birth to be spot on. Thanks! For someone decently versed in Mayan culture, I'm surprised the Dreamspell calendar was news to me, and I will be looking more into it.

Just wanted to say thanks for sharing, and encourage you to keep doing so. Super interesting. I think I speak for many when I say we'd like to see where you go with all this. Sounds like you're making friends and traveling deeper and deeper into hyperspace. Amazing Smile

Also, I wanted to ask... it seems like you've got administration of the spice really dialed in. I seem to remember you talking about the Volcano vaporizer somewhere ... is the Volcano your ticket to hyperspace?

I've got a sherlock GVG on the way.. but your experiences just take the cake. I wanna do whatever you're doing Laughing tired of wasting spice, and the wierd, completely non-profound sub break through trips that come with poor administration. I wanna attend a hyperspace party of my own Big grin
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Oh yeah I wanted to mention, kinda random... I just got promoted Cool but my first post in this thread from a couple days ago.. the wide eyed emoticon... I somehow managed to make that post here while I was still a Jr Member! Lol.

I came back a short while after that to read your report again and offer comment... and I realized I couldn't post!! I couldn't even edit my post! Yet somehow, there was my wide eyed emoticon from a couple hours prior, complete with my "Jr Member" seed icon.

Your trip report BROKE ME THROUGH!

Rofl.
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#13 Posted : 7/12/2013 3:26:39 AM

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Causmic. Congrats on the promotion! I too was reciently promoted! Very happy Very exciting!

To answer your question, YES!!! The volcano has absolutely never failed me. It works great every time. The taste is mild and depending on what you use, can be very nice actually.
I've noticed that people who don't smoke cannabis every day have a difficult time with using it with DMT.
Since I am an avid cannabis user, it is very nice for me. I have tried without to the same result, but I find the afterglow to be more potent with cannabis.
Lately I've also been using Blue Lotus along with my cannabis as a bed for Freebase. <,-- This yields a very big difference for me.. The initial onset is more smooth and calm. I just get a perma-grim as I know what's coming. No Anxiety, no stress.. Slowly patterns unfold in front of me instead of the usual, "where the hell did that come from!" - Blast in. haha.. I don't feel like any spice gets wasted at all using this method. My first attempt was with 200mg, and I though't I'd be wasting some like I had read so often. I am also used to a large dose of what ever substance I happen to be experimenting with, so i just went for it.. I got exactly what you would expect from such a large dose, done in just the right way.. HOLY COW!!! haha.. Since then I have toned it down A LOT, with equally as amazing, but less overwhelming results.
I can get 3 people to a full breakthrough with one bag containing a mere 30- 40mg. Tried tested and true. Especially newcomers.
I should add that if i am brewing just for myself, I use less cannabis and lotus, and let the spice sit on the top of the volcano to warm up before turning it on. This allows the spice to slightly melt over the bed so that i don't have to run the air as long. This way I get just enough for 3 good puffs, while burning the entirety of the spice.

For multiple people, I use a bigger bag and more add in's. If the people I am doing it with are experienced, I will up the dose for 3 people to 60-70mg.
I once did 4 people on 1 bag with about 80mg and we all went to very far out places!!! With a larger dose, less hits are needed. In this case, 1 - 2 big hits, held for about 30 seconds did the trick.

- The only thing is that my Very Expensive vaporizer is now basically dedicated to spice use.. haha.. I tried a puff once with some cannabis and had a surprise launch!! even then, I got pretty far in just off whatever residue was still in the vape. Common, but still surprising when it happens. Laughing

As a final sub - note to this rant, I have been saving all the herbs I've used as a bed to vape my spice, and intend on rolling or smoking it in a pipe one day.. I have a feeling like it will potentially give a minor liftoff! And I have a fair bit of it, so here's to hoping.. If it's too mild, I may try to make changa out of it!!
 
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Haha yeah definitely know about the surprise visits from DMT when just trying to smoke an innocent bowl of cannabis Laughing

Awesome man, thanks for the response. Good stuff to know! I'm with you in the avid marijuana user column. I'll be purchasing a volcano to be used specifically for spice in about a month Thumbs up

Btw.. 200mg for your first time... Shocked That's definitely ambitious! Haha. Big grin

Keep us posted!

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A great read and one I believe is authentic unlike some others Ive seen.Seems the nexus has become a magnet for hobby writers, maybe Im just being skeptical. Mustve been an incredible trip. I m also a fan of blue lotus it smoothes take off perfectly.
 
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Excellent post aleph 1ne! I checked out your sound clips at soundcloud.com/aleph1ne and I was just wondering if the one you were talking about in this post is called "Tricky Lizard" on your soundcloud page? There's some great stuff on there by the way.
 
 
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