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Posts: 24 Joined: 26-Jun-2013 Last visit: 19-Aug-2015
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I no longer find this to be my path.
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Join us, friends
Posts: 85 Joined: 24-May-2013 Last visit: 14-May-2014 Location: Hyperspace
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Hello GreatBlueChocobo, (love the FF reference  ) Welcome to the Nexus! I'm sure you will fit right in. There is such a variety of so many different people here, all ranging in various specialties, both career and otherwise. I have been on the nexus for a while myself, but only recently signed up, to post. Your story is very intense! I read all of it. I couldn't even begin to imagine how hard it has been for you. I have not had such a hard life. It is quite inspiring how you have made such a turnaround in your situation, despite the horrific mental and (i would imagine) physical scarring you have been through. I truly feel for you. It is interesting, the whole bit you wrote about being an old soul; someone has told the same thing to me as well. That's an interesting fact about a person, and I feel that I can somehow sense it even through the way that you type. It's quite peculiar, really. I also admire your passion for gaming, both tabletop and video (FF?  ) Just wanted to say hello! I wanted to be one of the many to say hello to you, and thank you for sharing your story! I am so glad that after all of the struggle and hardship, that you are still here, and you didn't give up! That's so powerful of you and you should be proud you have made it this far. DMT may show you even more to life! You will see! I am quite eager to read your first experience! Your story truly was inspiring to me. I hope that you have a wonderful day, and feel free to send a PM anytime! -LRx
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fool adept
Posts: 349 Joined: 12-Jan-2012 Last visit: 22-Apr-2024
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WELCOME TO THE NEXUS! I think you'll find alot of people here brought themselves out of unimaginable lows to live worthwhile lives. I did, and everyday gets better. I also think you might find DMT is just what you need and will catalyze a whole new period of growth and expansion in your life. I wish you luck and look forward to seeing you around on the Nexus. In the province of the mind what one believes to be true, either is true or becomes true within certain limits. These limits are to be found experimentally and experientially. When so found these limits turn out to be further beliefs to be transcended. In the province of the mind there are no limits. However, in the province of the body there are definite limits not to be transcended.-J.C. Lilly
The Spice must flow
Zat was Zen and dis is Dao.
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Posts: 24 Joined: 26-Jun-2013 Last visit: 19-Aug-2015
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Thank you, No Knowing.
As far as people coming out of dark places to find this forum, I'm sure that is the case. Most who have been in such situations and come out of them uncrazy (mostly) tend not to fall into religion as they tend to be "down to earth" individuals. Thus such things are not appealing. At least in my discoveries.
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Posts: 3574 Joined: 18-Apr-2012 Last visit: 05-Feb-2024
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Hey Chocobo Thats quite a read... I think you are in the right place for what you seek...I hope you stick around and read...read hard and long...there are many amazing insights to be had here for the curious. I wish the best for you and hope your journey into spice and the inner realms is fruitful. Welcome through the best door you will ever open. be sure to familiarize yourself with the Attitude section.Please do not PM tek related questions Reserve the right to change your mind at any given moment.
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Posts: 90 Joined: 21-Jun-2013 Last visit: 19-Aug-2015
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Hard things to relive I imagine. "Many of us who have experienced psychedelics feel very much that they are sacred tools. They open spiritual awareness."
"The elimination of the fear of death transforms the individual's way of being in the world." -Stanislav Grof
"My advice to people today is as follows: if you take the game of life seriously, if you take your nervous system seriously, if you take your sense organs seriously, if you take the energy process seriously, you must turn on, tune in, and drop out."
"Drop Out--detach yourself from the external social drama which is as dehydrated and ersatz as TV. Turn On--find a sacrament which returns you to the temple of God, your own body. Go out of your mind. Get high. Tune In--be reborn. Drop back in to express it. Start a new sequence of behavior that reflects your vision." -Timothy Leary
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Posts: 24 Joined: 26-Jun-2013 Last visit: 19-Aug-2015
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Thank you, cyb.
Sometimes (most times) reading is hard for me. Especially with small font on a forum, but the only thing I can do is keep at it, right?
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Posts: 376 Joined: 27-Jan-2011 Last visit: 16-Jan-2024
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GreatBlueChocobo wrote:
Sometimes (most times) reading is hard for me. Especially with small font on a forum, but the only thing I can do is keep at it, right?
You might find the function Ctrl and + to be of great help during reading.
What you don't understand, you can make mean anything. - Chuck P.
Disclaimer and clarification: This member has been having brief intermittent spells of inattention. It looks as if he is daydreaming in place. During those distracting moments, he automatically generates fictional content, and asks about it in this forum for feedback. He has a lot of questions, and is a pain in the arse.
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Posts: 24 Joined: 26-Jun-2013 Last visit: 19-Aug-2015
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 My Birthday!!! is my birthday! (I'll be 31) I usually try for three things. 1) Even in my dark times I have a annual thing in which I go down town and personally feed a homeless person. I've made a few acquaintances this way. 2) My personal present is a violin. Nothing grand, just a 50-100$ one off Crag's List or something. 3) But my long term-ish one is to acquire some active mimosa hostilis seeds, germinate them up till they are little trees and Jonny Apple Seed the NW. YAY FOR BIRTHDAYS!
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 24 Joined: 26-Jun-2013 Last visit: 19-Aug-2015
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The Neural wrote:GreatBlueChocobo wrote:
Sometimes (most times) reading is hard for me. Especially with small font on a forum, but the only thing I can do is keep at it, right?
You might find the function Ctrl and + to be of great help during reading. Whooo. . . . Thank you, The Neural!!!
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Posts: 376 Joined: 27-Jan-2011 Last visit: 16-Jan-2024
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Go nuts Sometimes I press the + so many times that a single post covers my whole screen. I can lay back and enjoy the read.
What you don't understand, you can make mean anything. - Chuck P.
Disclaimer and clarification: This member has been having brief intermittent spells of inattention. It looks as if he is daydreaming in place. During those distracting moments, he automatically generates fictional content, and asks about it in this forum for feedback. He has a lot of questions, and is a pain in the arse.
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Chairman of the Celestial Divison
 
Posts: 1393 Joined: 21-Jul-2010 Last visit: 11-Aug-2024 Location: the ancient cluster
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Welcome! Expect nothing, Receive everything.
"Experiment and extrapolation is the only means the organic chemists (humans) currrently have - in contrast to "God" (and possibly R. B. Woodward). "
He alone sees truly who sees the Absolute the same in every creature...seeing the same Absolute everywhere, he does not harm himself or others. - The Bhagavad Gita
"The most beautiful thing we can experience, is the mysterious. The source of all true art and science."
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Thank MindIllusion! No matter what mood I'm in that song brings out the giddy in me.  I like the guitar ones the most! Especially when a full rock band is involved.
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Posts: 8 Joined: 28-Jun-2013 Last visit: 01-Jul-2013
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Just wanted to thank you again for the links you posted in my thread. Even though there wasn't a whole lot of new information, they were enjoyable and got me smiling a bit
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