hello y'all,

my name is greywood foxhall the third, or f.xy for short. while S.Dali said, "I am drugs!" he did not mean it in the same way i do. i sold weed before i smoked it (and no, i don't live in the projects), i've spent what would amount to months reading about pharmacology, neurochemistry, and related subjects. i have an associate degree in horticulture. i am a starving artist at heart... but i support myself by being the best bus 'MAN' (ha) at the restaurant i work at. my first job was bar-tending friday&saturday nites at another location in the chain, now closed... i was hired on as a server about 3 months ago, but, due to years of emotional abuse (from many sources), i was unable to handle serving at this point in life. i love the people i work with though!

on june 15th, 2011... my fiance hung herself in a jail cell. today, the 22nd, would have been her 26th birthday. everything has changed since she died. i was self-medicating with Heroin, but now i just go to a pain clinic. unfortunately, i'm too smart for my own good, and so i IV my pills. i hope DMT will help me close this chapter in my life. i have previous experience with it, and so i know the powers of it.

speaking of chapters, i am an author... i will be the next William S. Burroughs. look for my book to be out soon! it's interesting... Burroughs' book "Junky" ends with the line "Yage is the final fix." he went on to co-author "The Yage Letters" with Ginsberg as he searched S.America for Yage. he never found real success in his search. i hope i do.

i believe in love... DMT taught me that.

hopefully, y'all will see me change into a better person (i am not a bad person by any means... i just treat myself horribly. if i treated myself the way i treat others, i would have incredible success. if i treated others the way i treat myself, i would be in prison).

peace&love,
~f.xy