Hello fellow Nexians and readers!
I have been toying with the idea for awhile now whether or not it would be a good idea for me to post my experiences I have had in and out of hyperspace, and how it has affected me and my view on reality as it is today.
First, a little bit about myself. It's no secret that I am a semi-chaotic, if not fully chaotic, person. Main cause of this is ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) and maybe a touch of OCD tendancies. Basically in laymans terms, I cannot sit still for very long periods of time and have trouble focusing/concentrating on things that require signifigant attention. Also, if certain things are out of order, it bothers me greatly. As one would imagine, this makes "journeying" or "blasting off" very challenging in some aspects. But I managed to overcome these obstacles and now have the freedom to journey whenever I would like to and actually be able to enjoy my experiences! One key facet of this is to do the age-old recommended action..
Just let go.This simple little philosophy carries so much meaning with it. However, for some, sometimes this can be a bit traumatic, but is hardly harmful. My disclaimer to this though is if one chooses to take a journey next to a cliff or near the water, then there are certainly harmful dangers present. And these dangers are always present, whether journeying or not, so it is important that one chooses a safe location to take these journeys, a place where they will not be interrupted and disturbed by passer-byers or explorers, as that can be very jarring to the experience to be interrupted. Mindset is also key, as it is not recommended to go on a journey when one is in a bad mood or angry, even full of rage. This can lead to some very unpleasant and traumatic experiences. Even going in depressed can sometimes not be recommended, but I have certainly heard of others doing it in this state and they come out just fine, almost rehabilitated in some instances. Myself, I have found that going in with a neutral/positive attitude has great benefits to my experiences. So that right there somewhat covers the "set and setting" topic that is so often described here.
Smoking technique has been hard to master, but I have finally found a solution that works for me very well: Infusion. Infusion is the bees knees, the absolute best way for me to send myself on a journey with very little wasted materials. I used to load abnormal amounts of spice, sometimes in the 0.1g - 0.2g range, of pure freebase DMT and have recently graduated to infusing the freebase into plant material, in my case, elements of peppermint, mullein, pau d'arco, mugwart, and calea zacatechichi at a 1:1 plant matter to freebase ratio. Loading small amounts of this (e.g. 50 - 75mg) into a small bong with a metal screen nestled in the glass bowl of the stem worked wonderfully. By barely "kissing" the material with the flame and letting the embers do the combustion of the material, this resulted in an even burn for me. One of the key points here too is to hold it in for as long as you can, recommended at least 20 seconds if you do not have breathing or lung problems.
On the journeys themselves, it is hard to get used to that feeling of crossing over. There is always that sense of anxiety initially, even after all the meditating and preparing you just did, knowing everything that you just did is leading up to this. Best advice I have on this is to just let it pass and realize there is nothing to be anxious about. Just remember your intent of being there... are you there to learn? Are you there to observe? Are you there to be one with the Universe for a brief period? Keep your intent hard coded into your mind as you travel. You may from time to time come into contact with a dark entity. A lot of us have had this happen and everyone offers their own advice on what works and what does not in reference to making these "evil beings" go away or stay away. Just project out, verbally and mentally, that no negative is allowed there or anywhere in that area. Only positive. This has helped me greatly in my last few journeys where a dark being attempted to interrupt the lessons of the plant teachers. If the entities persist, I visualize myself growing as hot and bright as the Sun itself, and this literally has made every dark being I have encountered wither away, never to be seen again, at least not right now.
Even though I have been experimenting with this psychedelic substance for just under a year now (will be 1 year exactly in July), I realize that I still have a long, long ways to go. My next step is ayahuasca. I am very excited but also very scared to try this substance. It is such a powerful mediator between this world and the next, and for one to not be nervous initially, well, good luck with not being nervous is all I have to say! Heheh. But in all seriousness, this is my next step as I feel i have came as far as I can go with smoking/vaping, and feel this next step will greatly help me move forward with my evolution and growth.
I hope I didn't ramble too much here. I have a hard time explaining things in great detail and tend to veer of course sometimes, so to speak. But I hope this read is enjoyable and informative to those who have and who also plan on taking the great plunge to learn more about themselves and the Universe they exist in.
Thanks for allowing me to continue to be apart of this community. I appreciate you all.
"We speak of Time and Mind, which do not easily yield to catagories. We separate past and future and find that Time is an amalgam of both. We separate good and evil and find that Mind is an amalgam of both. To understand, we must grasp the whole." -Isaac Asimov
"You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger." -Buddha
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when my fear is gone I will turn and face fear's path, and only I will remain." -Paul Atreides, while being tested with the Gom Jabbar by the Reverend Mother Gaius Helen Mohiam