Turns out that it was all a lie and my viridis was in fact an alba in disguise. Like a cuckoo bird it took advantage of me, utilizing my care and nurturing powers it grew and laughed at my ignorance. I felt betrayed and exploited which lead to fear, anger and then, hate.

Forgive me nexus for I have sinned

On the flip side, is this enough for a dose?

Sad....


Alba works like Viridis. You just need a bit more.

I had a similar episode with a mushroom grow recently. All of my bins were contaminated. When I realized this, I lost my temper and threw a bin across the room. It flew everywhere, and the whole place smelled like mushrooms. It made me more sad, as it made me think I had killed it off and could smell its damaged flesh everywhere. So, I scooped it up off the floor, put it back, and lo and behold, it popped out a few mushrooms for me. That made me more sad.

Never again... I have endeavored to control my temper better since then.