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ZenSpice
#1 Posted : 5/29/2013 11:45:33 AM

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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:Relaxed
(physical condition) Set:In good health
Setting (location):My house, back porch looking into the garden
time of day: 2000: Still daylight but no line of sight of the setting sun
recent drug use: Cannabis, 2 days prior
last meal: Sausage, Hashbrowns & Beans (my once a week "junk food" meal)

PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 74 (approx)
known sensitivities: None
history of use: 3 months 2-3 times per week (usually within 2 days with 1 week break)

BIOASSAY

Substance(s): n,n,DMT
Dose(s): 35mg
Method of administration: vaporized


EFFECTS

Administration time: T=0:00-1:00 (one minute, 3x hits)
Duration: 15 minutes with a slow taper off
First effects:
Peak: 1:30-6:00 (mins, approx main peak time)
Come down: 6:00-15:00 (approx +/- 2 mins)
Baseline: 15:00-17:00 (mins +/- 2 mins)

Intensity (overall): 3, for a complete OEV scenario, close to 4.
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4+
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 3 (almost 4)


AFTER-EFFECTS

Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 2 - Feeling insightful and filled with fleeting deep thoughts regarding life and reality

REPORT

I hit my machine and within the first minute I feel the grip. I then start to close my eyes but get this overriding feeling not to, so I decide to just stare into my garden.

The garden started to breath, then the grassblades seem to increase in size. Checking the ground beneath me they seem wider than usually perceived and with serrated edges. I notice a haze similar to looking above a hot BBQ (heat haze) and within this haze I notice lots of streams moving up and down from the grass into the above environment..

This field was visible to around 2-3 feet above the grass. I then notice the stone paving in my garden has turned from light brown to a real charcoal black. As I stare at them I notice pools of purple and white fractals forming, very intensely and VERY solid. I look away and look back several times and they stay true to this appearance.

I start to touch the stone and notice that while these fractals look like they are on the surface they seem to be within the actual rock itself. I then stare into the sky and notice the large tree just outside my house. The tree was magnificent, it had geometric points within that I felt seemed to be like chakra points for the tree. As I looked at them they were very soft lights (made me feel like a higher dose would have made it appear more solid) that blinked in some seemingly random pattern.

I didnt get much in the way of any telepathic contact but had an overriding sensation that I was meant to do it this way, this time, in order to see how the world around me looks when one has a larger visual range.

It seemed like the whole garden was communicating with itself and all the various plants and greenery let out a vibe of being happy yet wanting a little more tending.

One thing I noticed was the purple flowers in the garden all remained constantly normal before, during and after this experience, everything else seemed to change slightly but these remained as normal.

Maybe not the best experience report but I felt I should add it as it is my first time of not even attempting any CEV or wanting to go into Hyperspace (more see what comes to me 'here'Pleased.
 

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Journeymann
#2 Posted : 5/29/2013 9:46:48 PM

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That sounds like a beatiful experience Zen and am glad that it came to you Smile

I wish you many more.
 
ZenSpice
#3 Posted : 5/29/2013 10:06:36 PM

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Thanks Journeymann, much appreciated.. It really was awe inspiring but not in the whole "try not to give into awe" sense..

I know it is not the most intense, or even best of reads experience wise but I figured with the consistent seeking of 'breakthroughs' by many that I would offer something of merit concerning not always seeking the 'maximum effect' Wink

It seems to be something of a habit of late. I would like a breakthrough or two again but something seems to be guiding me in other aspects, at least for the moment.
 
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#4 Posted : 5/29/2013 10:28:58 PM

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You are a good read. Very descriptive but not overly so. It has been a week for me and I am inspired to find that sacred space again this evening. Smile
 
changalvia
#5 Posted : 5/29/2013 11:28:28 PM

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ZenSpice wrote:

The garden started to breath, then the grassblades seem to increase in size. Checking the ground beneath me they seem wider than usually perceived and with serrated edges. I notice a haze similar to looking above a hot BBQ (heat haze) and within this haze I notice lots of streams moving up and down from the grass into the above environment..


I've had similar... Timelapse visions? hehe

ZenSpice wrote:

I then notice the stone paving in my garden has turned from light brown to a real charcoal black. As I stare at them I notice pools of purple and white fractals forming, very intensely and VERY solid. I look away and look back several times and they stay true to this appearance.

I start to touch the stone and notice that while these fractals look like they are on the surface they seem to be within the actual rock itself.


Sucked me right in

ZenSpice wrote:

It seemed like the whole garden was communicating with itself


it WAS and always IS

Thanks, I enjoyed it

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ZenSpice
#6 Posted : 5/29/2013 11:42:10 PM

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changalvia wrote:

it WAS and always IS

Thanks, I enjoyed it Pleased


Much obliged.. I am not quite sure why I say "seemed" as my own belief on such things is pretty much the same as your above quoted comment. Seeing it was something else though hehehe

Thanks also for your input and double gratitude's to Journeymann (best of luck to you also) Smile
 
#7 Posted : 5/30/2013 10:01:29 AM
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Great report ZenSpice. Smile

I've been experimenting with the lower dosage realms as of late. Yesterday morning I went out on my back property, as the sun was coming up, with everything being dead quiet, minus a few birds. The lower dosages lend just as much purpose as higher dosages. In those moments leading up to complete dissolution (pre breakthrough) much can be imparted in terms of learning and wisdom, for it all doesn't just happen on high dosages.

much love,
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ZenSpice
#8 Posted : 5/30/2013 11:08:52 AM

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After just reading your post on the consciousness thread (typically tat, meaning typically on point hehehe) I am most happy to find you in agreement Smile

Spending the day playing with heptane, once I get some nice xtals I think I will up the dose again, for now the low to mid doses seem to be bringing many fine lessons of their own (and I feel guided, in some way, to do it this way for now).

Thanks Tat, very much obliged Thumbs up
 
DeDao
#9 Posted : 5/30/2013 1:40:28 PM

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Enjoyed it! Good report.
"Think more than you speak"
"How do you get rid of the pain of having pain in the first place? You get rid of expectations"
"You are everything that is. Open yourself to the love and understanding that is available."
"To see God, you have to have met the Devil."
"When you know how to listen, everyone becomes a guru."
" One time, I didn't do anything, and it was so empty... Almost as if I wasn't doing anything. Then I wrote about it. It was fulfilling."
 
 
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