The past several times I've worked up the nerve to smoke a breakthrough dose of DMT, and I travel through all of the initial geometry, I end up in the space filled with the little elves, making all of their eye candy and playing with all of those symbols, and there has always been one entity trying to pull me through it. She navigates through the sea of complexity around us and tells me "don't get lost, don't pay attention to them, follow me", but the further we go the more complex and bizarre the surroundings get, the elves turn into insects, the shapes keep adding more dimensions, and I always end up losing focus and looking around me. And IMMEDIATELY after I lose focus, I feel myself falling back down to my body, with her continuing on, chuckling to herself. It's almost like Her and the elves are fighting for my attention, with the elves always getting the upper-hand in the end.
There was even one time when I couldn't find Her, and got impatient with the elves ( "I'm not interested in how complex your shapes can get guys, I'm here to see HER" ), and immediately upon doing so, the elves seemed to scatter away, seemingly afraid of something, immediately following which SHE showed up and started pulling me in, almost aggressively. The combination of her aggressiveness, along with the effect she seemed to have on the elves frightened me enough to open my eyes, and she came back into the room with me, and I managed to channel a tiny bit of her writing (definitely not my own handwriting).
Has anyone else had similar experiences to this? I'm not sure if She has my best interests in mind, or who's really doing the distracting. Should I try to follow her, at the expense of not paying attention to what could very well be incredible things going on all around me?
It's very strange to see different types of entities be aware of each other, and almost unsettling for ALL of the entities to not want to mess around with one seemingly very powerful one who has taken an interest in me.