Welcome Bo, the rabbit hole goes deep....
What sort of music do you play/like. There are many musicians here
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"I myself exists"................. I think you may find some more questions to that statement.
Have you read any Terrance McKenna ?
This site mainly discusses psychedelics as Entheogens, with the main topic DMT.
Have you any exposure to it ? I for one would be intersested in your experiences. It seems its a secret that everyone has heard of.
When I lived in the UK i was able to pick my own liberty cap shrooms, funny old days.
I am also old enough to remember LSD25 as Red stars, Operation 'Julie' (70's)
DMT is quite easy to extract when you know the basics, but please be aware of some of the sites rules...
namely
Attitude and
Health and safety It is crucial you do not speak of anything that may jepodise the legal and moral standpoint of the site. It is here for education and harm minimisation, and research I suspect, but I am sure you realise that. I am stating the obvious I know.
Very welcome to you and hope you need us as much as we need you

Ask anything....... but be prepared for the answers !!
Love and Peas G
One can never cross the ocean without the Courage to lose sight of the shore