It's not what you think first of all.
Second of all, take your time when encountering this thing. There is enough time!
Third of all, continue to research until your eyes hurt and you start reading the same thing over and over!
Lastly, enjoy yourself. You are on the brink of spiritual revelations if you have not had them already.
Love and welcomings from the Dao
"Think more than you speak"
"How do you get rid of the pain of having pain in the first place? You get rid of expectations"
"You are everything that is. Open yourself to the love and understanding that is available."
"To see God, you have to have met the Devil."
"When you know how to listen, everyone becomes a guru."
" One time, I didn't do anything, and it was so empty... Almost as if I wasn't doing anything. Then I wrote about it. It was fulfilling."