Hey Nexus,
It been a while since I have been here, I lurk and post in the darker hidden drug forms. One which we all know of, I try to dispense good harm reduction advice, and point people to the nexus on DMT and other entheogen matters.
I have been flirting with other chemicals. But I always come back to LSD and DMT as I find them most rewarding. Today's little trip for you.
T:0 : 100 ug LSD + Mary Jane
Have a bath, listen to some Tom Ravenscroft on BCC radio 6 music. Prepare things for next stage of my trip mentally. As I am coming up I start to pack a rucsac, with organe juice, an organe and my vapor genie, I have more weed with me, one more tab and 25 mg of DMT. Things are feeling good and the sun starts to shine so I take off outside.
I live in an European city, which has good access to parks and woods. So I hire a rental bike and cycle over to the park and entry to the forest. It is a good 7 km ride, and it feels great work making my way through the traffic. I have a decent tolerance and 100ug is enough for me to still interact socially, and cycle safely even in a city. I keep the paths and only cross when there are green lights.
I make the park and things are starting to look bright. I take picture of two people sitting on the bench. Lost in conversation about some event. I watch their interaction, they see me take the instagrm picture. And they just smile, it's going to be a good trip.
T:45 200 ug
Now that I am out of the city and into the woods I drop my second tab. Spring is just waking up, and I can see everything busting with life. I walk through the forest some more, seeing the light catch the trees. Manage to see some birds, I sit down for a while. And then I watch the forest floor come alive. I melt into the tree and watch the life around me. Birds singing, mice darting in and out of tree trucks. Fungi sprouting, spreading in harmony with the life around it.
I start to understand that god, isn't a being , or a deity but just life it's self. Burning away in us, ever so bright. I smoke some DMT 27 mg, and see the forest transform around me in a hugh cathedral of light and life. The trees form the pilars, the leaves the stained glass windows. The light floods into my soul, and for a while it is overwhelming. I am still in a public wood. So I quickly pack up and move back onto the main path.
I walk deeper into the woods, and wait; what that noise? I can hear bells, chiming, someone has hung wind charms in the forest how exciting. I rush off trying to locate the source of the noise. I climb a small hill to come out on beautiful sunlit clearing. New growth shooting through the dead leaves. The chiming is coming from the trees and the leaves. They are singing to each other, as the wind increases so does their song. I eat the organe, my god how good does that taste.?
Suddenly I am filled with the most calming peace in this place. I realise how much I love my partner, to the core of my bearing, That if she could only know my heart better we would keep increasing our happy lives. I see our relationship as the foundation for my being, That I need to be more positive and supporting for my partner. We may soon have to spend a year apart which will crush me and my being.
I look up and the beauty of life is just glowing around me. Radiating love and energy, I watch photosynthesis work, seeing the particles of light hitting the leaves and bouncing and sparkling off them. I have never felt more at peace with my time and place in the universe as now.
T 4:00
I start to walk back home through the forest. I am overcome with the need to wee, finding some where not on show is difficult. I worry that people are watching me, but the pressure on my bladder keeps building. In the end it breaks and I mange to wee against a tree. I also have really bad stomach cramps and need a toilet. I know this a purge because of my shitty painkillers I had to take in the week. Opiates are good for some serious pain I had, but crappy a few days later. I manage to find a bar and toilet in time and well...
T 5:00 30mg DMT
I have got home. I clean the apartment, put some yoga music on and prepare to smoke some DMT. I get out my yoga mat, open the balcony door. Sitting cross legged facing the open door, I vape 30 mg on bed of mullien. Suddenly colours go into overdrive, I lay back on the mat and open my heart to ego death. But sadly I didn't vape enough. So I enjoy the rotating rooms and bright colours of the flowers in the sun in front of me. I always resolve never to chase a breakthrough, if it didn't happen wait for it another day. But my mind is peaceful so I get up and start to stretch.
I do a strong, hour and half long yoga workout. I promise myself to get back into doing this daily, along with meditation. My days are so busy that I know I need to get up earlier and be more productive in my business. I realise that only through challenge and reward we make ourselves better people. I note my goal is to achieve unaided hand stands this year. I challenge myself to achieve this within 6 months.
I shower, clean and shave and listen to more Tom Ravenscroft. I play a few games on COD, before writing this. I will watch a movie in bed and fall sleep. Knowing tomorrow I will awake a happier person.
An excellent day, I plan to be on the coast in cornwall at the end of May. I am already looking forward to this trip.
I like to make things up, everything above is made up and not real, it is a story for my own amusement. Sorry if you felt mislead.
I normally have to edit my posts within a couple of minutes for prose, spelling and grammar. Just to let you know.