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FixXxer1586
#1 Posted : 4/29/2013 11:42:26 AM

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I've been using Ayahuasca for a while now. I exclusively use Black Caapi and Chaliponga for the time being as I know that it works for me.

Since the second session with this combination (120 gr Caapi/12-15 gr Chali) all of sudden my mind was completely invaded and overwhelmed by this giant female serpent. Briefly in total panic, until I realized I just had to surrender and accept her love. It's what I needed and it felt absolutely amazing. I've never worshipped anything in my life, but I understand indigeous people do worship "Mother Ayahuasca".

Since that time there's a connection with the this serpent:

- She chimes in during each session and for a long time gave me endless advise on relationships.
- If I don't follow up the advise she gives me absolutely nothing, even with 200 grams Caapi and 40 grams Chaliponga.
- She calms me down whenever I've taken large (somewhat experimental) doses, telling me "it's good, not to worry and she will always take care of her little child."
- She acts as my mother, uses sex to calm me down, ravages through my meridian system, and can at times be hyper-intimidating whenever I messed up.
- She apparently twists and manipulates my reality to help me fix my issues.
- In the last session (which was more like an exorcism) she stepped aside when the heaven's parted and there was a connection with "you know who".

When this happened for the first time I had no idea there's supposedly a serpent attached to the Caapi. Must be a coincidence... Very happy Anyway, got a few questions:

1) Are there any other people who are continually interacting with some sort of serpent?

2) Was the advise given any good? Most of it deals with love and relationships. Some of it was definitely accurate - in other cases I find it too tricky to try out. In many cases it is more or less a reflection of my own thoughts and fears.

3) Did the serpent ever invade your dreams and tell you "she will always be able to reach you now when in an altered state". She also invaded a Baby Wood Rose Seed session, but the connection was less powerful.

4) To what is this serpent attached? The Caapi, the Chaliponga or both? This serpent might be extremely loving, but she's also extremely intimidating at times, pushy, aggressive, etc. These are characteristics of Chaliponga. 100 grams of Chacruna also gave me an impression of a slightly different serpent, but that stuff hardly effects me.

Love to hear the experiences of others.
 

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FixXxer1586
#2 Posted : 4/29/2013 12:09:36 PM

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Oh, I have transcipts of each session. Here are some examples of good advise given:

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40:25: [Snake hiss] Tell [private] that she makes my day more beautiful. … Telling her that is good for my eyes. Good for my forehead. Be nice. Be nice. Be friendly. Oh, this is very good for my eyes.


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24:58: I have to tell my mother what is going on inside of me. ... [Snake:] Tell them [private] to help you to help your mother. Allow them to help you to help your mother. Beg them. Beg them to help you. Beg them. You will heal. You will heal. You will heal. You will heal. Beg them. To help your mother. To help your mother. [heavy snake voice:] Beg them now! Beg them now!! Beg them now!


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36:40: [surfer dude voice:] Just love her, man. Just love her. [slow heavy hissing snake sound:] Release the burdens. Love her! It will be fine! Love her. I [the snake] will take care of you. I will take care of you. Love her. It’s the easiest. ...

59:50: She is a beautiful snake [always felt that way looking at her eyes]. A beautiful, beautiful, beautiful flower – but a snake. [snake sound:] She’s a snake! A snake. [snake hiss] She’s dangerous. She’s a snake. [commanding snake sound:] You are a snake! [inaudible] …

2:03:10: Free choice. Free choice. Jesus Christ, what did you do? Ah, thousand times sorry. I just wanna hear your voice. She loves it, the romantic stuff. She loves it. Her flaws are perfect. She’s perfect. You can share that. She’s perfect. She has no flaws. … Don't even say that. She’s perfect. She’s perfect, that’s it. What you see is not important. She’s there for you. You’re my angel. ... She is a beautiful pearl with eyes like pearls. ... Beg for forgiveness. Beg for forgiveness.


That last part... goes on for hours. I forget the messages, mess up (I put up some kind of mask, like not caring or anger) and I get castigated for it by the serpent in the next session.
 
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#3 Posted : 4/29/2013 12:55:32 PM

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FixXxer1586 wrote:


1) Are there any other people who are continually interacting with some sort of serpent?

2) Was the advise given any good? Most of it deals with love and relationships. Some of it was definitely accurate - in other cases I find it too tricky to try out. In many cases it is more or less a reflection of my own thoughts and fears.

3) Did the serpent ever invade your dreams and tell you "she will always be able to reach you now when in an altered state". She also invaded a Baby Wood Rose Seed session, but the connection was less powerful.

4) To what is this serpent attached? The Caapi, the Chaliponga or both? This serpent might be extremely loving, but she's also extremely intimidating at times, pushy, aggressive, etc. These are characteristics of Chaliponga. 100 grams of Chacruna also gave me an impression of a slightly different serpent, but that stuff hardly effects me.

Love to hear the experiences of others.



You have quite the interesting entity interaction there. Peter Gorman who wrote "Ayahuasca in My Blood" has an ongoing interaction with a serpent that lives inside him that arises to protect him (from brujeria) and some other things.

I've never seen a snake on ayahuasca, but I've seen a variety across several occasions on vaped DMT. I never had any coherent form of communication with them though, but they do seem pretty mighty.

Some things to consider are that the snake is the time-old symbol of kundalini, and that it is often symbolic in mythology as a symbol of rebirth. Some people speak of encountering the snake on ayahuasca and being consumed by it, and being reborn out of wherever it is they come out.

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- In the last session (which was more like an exorcism) she stepped aside when the heaven's parted and there was a connection with "you know who".


I've never had this happen with a snake, but it's happened with other things, and what a grand occasion it is.
"Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein

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FixXxer1586
#4 Posted : 5/4/2013 12:53:41 PM

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Thanks Global.

I have the book you mentioned. Will take a look at it in due time.

I've also suspected a connection with the Kundalini serpent - both are linked to knowledge. Later came up in a session that it apparently is the same thing more or less.

Here's a partial transcript of a session (85 gr Black Caapi, 15 grams Chaliponga) since opening this topic. I still suspect much of my insights during the Ayahuasca are total nonsense, but can't deny the physical sensations - so for what it's worth:

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12:47: [Hissing out-breaths. Some huge hideous-looking black parasite comes out of the center of my torso, through my mouth.]

16:05: Moving my neck again, like a snake. Able to move freer. [Humming along with the Jaguar icaros that starts to play now. Starting to move my entire spine/torso/back of the head]. Snake in my spine. Aaah. Snake in my spine. It’s opening me up. Rays of light around my body and into my body. No, around me. It’s opening my brain stem. I’m seeing its head in my head and it’s tale in my spine, dancing. … [relaxed out-breath while snake is analyzing my head, soon followed by a vicious hiss] [hissing voice:] Found it! Demon!

21:00: [Snake:] Thank you for this tune [Jaguar tune … Briefly humming along]. Seems that this was it. No more juice [for more demonic releases]. You should trust. Go to sleep. You should trust. Trust me. Trust me. Thank you for that tune. Thank you for that tune. Thank you for that tune. Now I’m gonna do all kinds of nice things for you. I can still do what I’m going to do now. [starting to shake from spine]. Aaah, brain stem. You picked up a few things from [private], but most of it goes way way way back – ancient times. ...

You accumulated this stuff. You accumulated this stuff, oh my God. Back of the head and top of the head are being opened. You deserve it. You deserve it. You deserve it. No problem. Lalala. Hmhmhm. [still shaking and moving at the tune]. Aaaah, front head. Yellow stuff being thrown out. Along GV-22, GV-23. Oh, that’s from the snake or something. Something that is being used up. Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, like a hammer, uh, uh, uh, uh [head banging while sitting up]. Jesus, how do you keep those demons under control? Iboga is good [took that last week]. ...

27:57: Oeh, that voice. [pleasant release] The snake is just dancing through my head and spine. [pleasant release]


Have to say that the Ayahuasca hasn't produced the results that my very own kind of qigong has produced (cured all kinds of stuff doctors and acupuncturists couldn't do), but something is going on here. Just don't know what.
 
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#5 Posted : 5/4/2013 8:16:10 PM

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FixXxer1586 wrote:

- She acts as my mother, uses sex to calm me down


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