Hi All, I am very humbled to be amongst my fellow human beings who are awake to their conciousness and seek to further understand and explore it.

I have come to the conclusion through my life experiences that there is nothing to Fear anywhere. That if I bring Love into the Unknown, in place of the Fear that might naturally accompany it, then Love will multiply and immediately displace the Fear. I am an Autonomous Being, with absolute authority over my Being and Fear can only have authority over me if I allow it access. I choose to wield Love, may I always grow more in its strength!

I have had many experiences with the mushroom in my younger years, although I had not matured to a level of understanding that would facilitate any real usefulness from the experiences. Unless of course you consider exploring the virtues of Pink Floyd songs useful, which I just might.....

I have always found within myself the Explorer or Seeker and have turned my gaze upon most pursuits that the world offers. But nothing compares to this frontier and I suppose it was inevitable that I'd find my way here.... I look forward to knowing all of you, Shalmai

Hello take a look around the Nexus there is great stuff everywhere...

What brought you here to the Nexus? What do you hope to learn? Have you had any recent psychedelic experience or just in the younger days?

Peace and Love

Hi, thanks for asking! I came to the Nexus after watching the Spirit Molecule and listening to Terrence McKenna. I am fascinated with the potentials that lay beyond this physical realm. So I came to learn more about the nuts and bolts as well as listening to others experiences, it's the best way for me to learn.

I was a slave to alcohol for some time and have only reawakened to the inner need to explore and push boundaries since finally being freed of that millstone. So no, nothing recent, but it's kind of like riding a bike for me because I had so many experiences growing up and was even able to turn the tables on some group 'bad experiences' that tried to rear their ugly heads. That's the first time that I experienced that love reservoir that I mentioned in my original post. Just as I'm sure many would agree that once these things are unlocked by the experience then you can have access for life maybe? At least that's been my personal experience and for whatever reason I've always found a 'core' strength in myself and just like those that struggle with weakness, I don't know the why's or wherefore's I just simply know that it is so.

And so the question becomes, how much can be unlocked? And I approach the question with a great deal of respect, because with any potential there is a positive and negative or the Yin and Yang and I definitely don't want to be torn apart by grasping onto a high voltage wire right out of the box! Also, my beliefs dictate great care with other realms and if not for my overriding belief in the power of Love then I would probably be too afraid. Anyways, thanks for your interest and nice meeting you! Shalmai