DMiTria wrote:I've been pondering about embarking on this journey with Mother Aya for about a year now ever since my first DMT journey. I believe my intentions, over the span of a year, are genuine but I've read on some threads that not all reasons for taking Aya are best suited for her ways of teaching.
While there is a multitude of opinions regarding Ayahuasca, I'm of the opinion of that no intention is inherently invalid, although the dosage should indeed reflect what you want out of it. If you want to have a more fun and positive experience and just trip balls, I'd suggest going easy on the Caapi/Rue dosage, whereas if you want some serious introspection into your very being, you might want a more solid dose Caapi/Rue.
DMiTria wrote:I've came to a point in my life where I feel lost and don't know my path or which direction is best go. I want to look for guidance through Mother Ayshuasca's teachings but I want to make sure this is the right path finding my way in life. So I've decide to post this on the Nexus to see if this is the right way in finding it.
There are no guarantees, of course, but I don't think it would be a horrible mistake to at least try it out and see for yourself whether she can guide you to any answers

Unless, of course, you overdose badly. A good example of things going a little bit wrong on higher doses for the unprepared can be found
here and
here.
DMiTria wrote:Also I've had no experience with Ayahuasca but I've many threads on how to go about it and another thing is I don't have a experience ayahuasca guide it's my friend and I embarking on this journey but our intentions are our own and we are seeking different things because of our different situations and and have different reasons on seeking her guidance.
That's cool, really. I prefer to be around other people when I trip, others enjoy their solitude, and we don't all take it for the same reason. Tripping together is fine as long as you trust each other and can be... "natural" around each other. That is, be real. Terrence McKenna used to say that when 2 (or more) people are tripping together, culture is always the third person present. It's up to you, really, and how you feel about this person.
DMiTria wrote:I have acquired 100g of Red B. Caapi, which i have found nothing really telling me the difference between Red, Yellow, White, Black Vines etc. except that Yellow would be good for beginners but I've already acquired the Red.
Also I have 75g of Chacruna, which according to the Nexians is a more gentle and greener experience the Mimsoa which I have 50g of but i hear its more unforgiving. I'm not sure i have enough for 2 people but that's why i came here to see what you guys and girls have to say and if you can shed any light on everything I've mention above.
Having never done Caapi and only Syrian Rue, I can't comment on how much you need, but 50g Caapi should probably be enough for the oral activation of DMT according to most people who are familiar with it, even though some would recommend a little bit more.
I've also never done Chacruna, but I have a little bit of experience with Mimosa. For Mimosa, I'd recommend ~3-4g per person as a first time, if you have some experience with psychedelics prior. If not, I suggest starting at 2-3 grams tops. After that, you'll get a feel for how intense it will be in relation to how much you want out of it, and as others have said on this forum, there's no need to rush into Ayahuasca. Over time, you'll develop a relationship with her and know which dosages you prefer. But 2,5g Mimosa probably won't overwhelm you.
This is from someone who's done it only ~10 times and read about it for the last 6 months, so take it with a grain of salt

Btw,
here's a controversial perspective on Ayahuasca you might want to give a shot too, if you're only looking for a multitude of opinions.
"As my soul left my body, I found myself floating in a swirling ocean of multi-colored light. At the end, I could see and feel an even brighter light pulling me toward it, and as it shined on me, I felt indescribable happiness. I remembered everything about eternity - knowing, that we had always existed, and that all of us are family. Then old friends and loved ones surrounded me, and I knew without a doubt I was home, and that I was so loved." - Christian AndréasonDude, that blonde girl is a total DMT/10.