Well lets start with dosage which is usually the same 5 grams of Cubensis on an empty stomach. This time I was thinking about my appending mushroom trip all day and only ate a banana and apple in the morning. I forgot about drinking water too which later caught up to me.
Now with my set and setting. I went to my friends house way my crystal, I've recently gotten into those lately the Healing and transformational aspects of them. So anyways I drive over there, about a half hour out from where I live, around 5pm or so and start setting up everything for the journey we were about to embark on. I had 5-6 Crystals and setup in a pentagon form across the living room, the types and shapes variety from crystal balls to gemstones to my crystal Merkabah neckless, which I made myself, and natural chunks. I used a Selenite crystal which was purified and charged under the moonlight to create a energy grid across the room with intention. After I created and activated the energy grid we smudged with white sage as tradition with us and made a shrine to give offering to the spirits and invoked them in the process. Once this was completed we turned on our well refined playlist called
"The Galaxy Lounge" and started our Root Chakra grounding meditation and the Stellar Gateway Chakra centering Exercise to fully complete our set and setting.
Now that we were centered we consumed the Food of The Gods it was 5.7 grams after dividing what was in the bag into half between the two of us. So we built ourselves up with talk about previous experiences and what we were going to try and manifest, usually the Mush didn't let us manifest what we wanted since they run the show and we were along for the ride. Once we started feeling the warm fuzzy coldness of the journey coming on we stopped watching G-force and went into our meditative state which we had strict conditions on how we trip. No talking unless you heard one of us hitting the bong, that was usually our queue to take a break and we throw a reggae song into the playlist from Rebelution or SOJA to snap us out of our deep trance because of the voices in the song.
So anyways when I first go into my trance I get Instant CEV usually a wormhole building up to hyperspeed and launching into the unknown, I refer to it as, "My Launching Pad." Once in this place it starts with wisps of colors moving ever so delicately back and forth with the music creating objects that are hard to describe, probably the best way to explain it would be moderate geometric hallucinations building into bigger ones and then I fly through them or they fly through me I'm not sure which it is maybe both. It develops into visions of all kinds reflections of my past, transparent objects, lots of eyes watching and observing possibly the spirits we invoked then the epiphanies start to surface simple ones at first to ease into the complexity of my mind.
My first epiphany or revelation was simple, "Every plain of existence has completely different laws of physics. They also have multiple levels of frequencies on one plain of existence causing complex realities to form, far beyond what the physical mind can comprehend." They kept coming but like usual I could not keep up with them this time I had my Journal with me laying on my stomach, which for what ever reason like clock work felt like it was always sinking every time I ate Mushrooms. By this time my visuals were moving at and extraordinary rate and then another epiphany came on which I was able to write down. "When your given visions they help you understand your revelations clearly and at the same time discover new ones. We discover truths through color, sound, and movement."
I felt something manifesting itself within me trying to bring itself into my visual field but before it came to be I got this revelation, "The Divine Spirits communicate through movement and light and humans express themselves clearly through movement and visuals which is a fundamental trait which makes us interconnected beings of light and energy." Now that i understood this I identified this manifestation that was building inside me it was undeniable. My Divine Self or Higher Self, He looked just like me with a robe draped down his light being like the roman delicate's wore. The Outline of his figure was dark to light blue defining the head and robe, shading into a transparent center. he spoke to me and said, "We do not need faces to define us in this space, it is merely an unnecessary physical feature, what truly matters is that we are One." As I observed this being I noticed that in the transparent space between his outline was angelic particles of energy, like an infinite amount of little stars coursing from the top of his head down to the bottom of his robe with brilliant sparking white blue light. This is where things get really amazing. The bottom of the robe was a contrail of energy or star dust as we started to fly through hyperspace constantly going up and up like I was ascending passing all kinds of revelations . They appeared as visions stacked on top of one another in this amazing wormhole that never seemed to end. I'd want to stop and listen to these visions for insight on my psyche. I'd try to snap out of my trance to write down the epiphanies but I couldn't write anything that made sense and they started slipping from my mind when I would try to recall them on paper. My Higher Self told me, "Just write three five words if your going to do that" and so I took his advice and started to do that. Another thing he added was that, "there is a bigger revelation out there and if you wait i will show you and you'll have that Awwha moment." He said this three to four times on my journey as we rushed towards the blinding white light above. He said, "don't get distracted by all the revelations I'm showing you, they are coming to be to bring about the big one." But I kept getting distracted by these visions. At one point he said, "alright I'll let you indulge for a little bit but then we gotta go."
By this point I started to peak, once he said that then we slowed down and I took off to the right into one of the visions, he stayed in the main wormhole where the revelations were stacked on top of each other. So when I took off to the right I entered another wormhole that was made up of rectangles leaned against one another in an arrow fashion pointing the way down the portal which was transparent so i could see the inside of it and the outside of it at the same time.All at he same time the individual rectangles were simultaneously melting into all colors imaginable. So as I follow this portal of wonderful color at light speed I enter this space where there are these 3 dimensional transparent pyramids with the all seeing eye inside of them spinning individually and spiraling all together up like a cyclone getting wider and wider towards this blinding golden white light. As I get to the top I enter this white light and I feel like I'm in the presence of a very powerful being surrounding me looking at me, judging me after awhile the light slowly subsided and I found myself heading back through the wormhole I came through originally. As I started back through the portal I got closer to my Divine Self I saw him floating at the end of the tunnel but suddenly I took a dive downward into this vision of entering my veins on a molecular level and it looked as if my blood was boiling , creating half bubbles popping on the surface of my vein. One of the bubbles popped into an eyeball with the cortex attached and everything. My Higher Self, previously, drowned out the music so I could hear him and understand him clearly. The music resurfaced and this eyeball opened up its eyelid but not just half way like normal but fully to where it dissolved at the back of the eye where the cortex was. Once that happened amazing things shot out of the iris and pupil, like in X-men where Gene Grey takes off his Cyclop's visor and the red energy blasts out uncontrollably but instead of red energy it was all kinds of random concepts exploding out like a cyclone where there were stairs going every which way like that optical illusion where stairs were going up normally and upside down going upward and side ways. There were also jaws with no upper face chomping like crazy and shoes walking by themselves and geometric shapes all in a collage spiraling infinitely outwards my head felt like it was going to explode. Then I had a revelation, "When listening to music, the sound puts you in the present moment piece by piece conceptualizing thought." Knowing this revelation developed another revelation and new phrase that what I consider to be psychedelic on one level of consciousness, "Life Online." So if you go on the internet to look up information on something that someone can tell you about from their experiences is a person to person communication network. Now when taking psychedelics the information you receive is coming from Source Consciousness reflecting off of your own psyche and understandings of life and truths. From here you can develop your own truths and understandings to share person to person to help others to perceive new understandings of truth which will also simultaneously evolve Collective Consciousness of the human race to a higher quality of life. That being said I came to another revelation which I believe I posted in a different Topic but it was, "The more complex the movement of the patterns the more information is generated." This totally explained DMT and it resonated with me and i manifested that idea and then I Broke through into DMT hyperspace where the patterns got extremely complex at a very fast rate as this happened I then realized that these patterns were fractals of information continuously started condensing and expanding at the same time allowing infinite amount of information to be stored in this space and that was my "Awwha" Moment. With this understanding I stepped further into my consciousness and these fractals got faster, smaller and bigger until there was too much information for my brain to handle and then it slowed down to a gentle movement like it was at the beginning of my Journey until it can to an end.
One of the most profound experiences in my entire life.
One thing i forgot to mention was at some point during the journey i tried to listen to the music on my iPod with headphones and got this epiphany, "The vibration the music creates has to travel through space before it reaches your eardrums to have the euphoric frequencies to your brain IME. (Mushroom Spirits don't like the music to go straight into your eardrums. Music has to create a full sound wave to come to life IME.) Headphones work for LSD Though.
Oh yeah the down side to this whole experience was, I didn't hydrate myself all day and had a panic attack because of my epileptic condition and had hot flashes and a extremely heavy sensation on the left side of my body and it came in waves until it subsided when I hydrated myself at the hospital. I didn't have a seizure just extremely dehydrated which my panic set in and cause all of that. Being at the hospital was lame I felt patronized by everyone in there because of ignorance and not understanding the the ritual aspect of my experience. They took it as i was having a bad trip but it was quite the opposite i was in complete bliss at one with everyone. Just genuinely concerned about having a seizure because there aren't a lot of epileptics that take psychedelics that I know of which makes me feel alone on that aspect of things.
"Cosmic Creativity: Art Is An Echo Of The Creative Force That Birthed The Galaxies. Creativity Is The Way That The Cosmos Evolves And Communicates With Itself. The Great Up Lifting Of Humanity Beyond Its Self-Destruction Is The Redemptive Mission Of Art."
~Alex Grey~