PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set[/b Normal mood, happy with a mix of depression like usual
(physical condition) Set: Average
Setting (location): Alone in my happy place
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) 1100
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication) None
last meal: (Time and type) 3 eggs sunny side up and toast

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) M
body weight: (in kg pls) 170lbs
known sensitivities: None
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form)
Novice
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances) Dmt
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ �g) Changa mix with many different herbs I cant remember
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...)
Smoked

EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: (x hours) Unknown
First effects: Ringing
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)
Come down:
Baseline:

Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."2-3
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 2
Implesantness: (0-4)3
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 2
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)2
[b]Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)3


REPORT
(write your trip report as you would normally write it here)
So to start off I've been experiencing this molecule for about a month now so I'm still a elementary student in the world of DMT. I take each hit with full intentions of learning who I am and experiencing what the spirit has to give me. Usually my trips are very "enlightening" I feel a greater sense of connection with myself and feel like I get a deeper understanding of the nature of reality. This time I had prepared some changa that I wasn't sure how potent it would be ( but I guessed it was going to be weak), and I smoked it with very little avail. Nothing really happened except I was feeling light and fluffy. So after that misfire I waited about 5 minuets or so and put in my good mix which is close to 1:1 MAYBE but I have never gotten a breakthrough with it, but the effects are more then what I need at the time.

So after my third hit of the mix I began the trip. Immediately I saw a face like I usual do but it had a more evil? mean? type of look to it. I felt kinda scared but I told myself it was okay that the face was what the face was and I was just interpreting it as evil or mean or whatever it was. After some more visuals maybe lasting a few more seconds I started thinking about my own death for some odd reason which is really not my style at all but I guess it was being fed to me for some reason. And with the though of that my CEV's stopped like the drop of a hat. Never have I had that happen before.

My thoughts continued about my death and how I was living my life. I looked at myself for the first time as being "able to die" I always knew it was going to happen but never saw it happening soon. I was given an quick idea or picture maybe of a car accident being the way it would happen, but quickly dismissed that because three days ago I got into a little fender bender and I told myself it was just some kind of memory recall. Nonetheless I'm still gonna be watching out considering how much I drive.

Anyway... My reason for posting was simply to get some feedback about the possibility of seeing your own death on DMT. I'm sure theirs no way of people truly knowing but I'd be curious what some Nexus Shamans have to say. To add to the mix of things after the experience I emptied out my bong and realized that I still had some left in it, which I never really let happen so I'm thinking if maybe my misfire coupled with less of a dose made this have a different feel to it.

Lastly, I thought of a way to look at DMT. They say that when you die a good bit of DMT is released into your body. I was thinking of it like an elevator. When you are just smoking DMT you hit different floors depending on your dose aka a light experience would be like the 3rd floor so on and so on. Except when you smoke it the elevator returns to the ground floor when your trip is over. Death I guess you would be exiting at the penthouse suite. Just something that came to me and I wanted to share.

Thanks everyone have a love filled day.

Ps I more then likely will not be responding to this for a few days only because my job has taken me to somewhere where I cant get on the internet very easy. So as soon as I get home I will be all over this again.