right now my slim shady is 20 years old you got to remember all of those things in my story i was only 13. also i feel that that LSA MG thing should not be taken out i was about to talk a little more saying that no one should repeat that or for that matter trust a friends extraction method i probaly could have died but that experience almosts defines who i become to this day. sense that i have had several more experiences with psycho actives and several other drug phases. so far i tried (in order) Marijuana,DXMM (stupid i know i was 12 common) mushrooms, salvia 10x, 40x, LSD,LSA, 2CI,2CE, 2CT2, 4-MMC, MDMC,4-ACODMT, cocaine, MDMA,
WOW what a mouth full and thats not even all i just need to say that at one point the little island i live on became flooded with RESEARCH chemicals wich i regratefully took part of from when i was about 16-17 I SERIOSLY AM AGAINST RESEARCH CHEMICALS you DO NOT know what it is "oh but its 99% pure from china" even toys from china cause messed up problems what do you think the unregulated drugs do. ive seen more people completley change in a more rapid pace from RC than meth and heroin although they are no good either.
i use to be in the rave crowd and i was one of those guys that everyone knows has a lot of drugs it was fun for awhile but after about a year i got sick of it i had quit RCs for sum time because i started to think about the unknown side effects and because ther is rarely any real MDMA on the island i said good bye to my raver friends wich included my best friend partner in crime from the begining of my story. i was tired of watching everyone crack out of 4m sober and i was not gonna support that shit any more people were mad at me people who had been my friends my whole life but eventually they forgot about me and started following te next person with the drugs.
after that i started living in some of the darkest times of my life i moved out in to he woods and started growing lots of pot durring this time i started ocasionally taking morphine and being board by myself started taking morphine everyday wich led to smoking oxy contin. i remember the first time i ever went threw withdrawals i was 17 and i wnt to a vacation house with my girlfriend and her family. my girlfriend does not do any drugs she smoked weed when she was younger. i just decieded i wasnt gonna take morphine for a bit because i was so constipated i was so sick those of you that have been thrw opiate withdrawls now how horrible it is. 2 months later i started hanging out with an old friend who was quite older than me and he introduced me to smoking oxy and fentynal. im gonna skip a bunch to not drag on my 2 year opiate addiction is a story by itself. at the end of my addiction my friend that i started living with who was also addicted to opiates(only he IVd them) killed himself he called me that night at 3 AM i was at my parents house because i had just gotten out of jail(i am 19 at this time) and asked me to give him a ride and come over and hang out. my car was illigal at the time and i said no 5AM he hung himself. his mom called me the next day because apperently i was the last person hed talked to. he was the last person id ever expect to do this but i guess that how it goes.
after his death i was homeless and basically slowly killing my self one day i decieded to quit opiates permanently and amazingly after 2 years everyday use had little to no withdrawals i had withdrawal b4 and it was so painfull i wanted to die but this time NOTHING i thanked the powers that be and whent back to school to become a chemist ive gotten all As ever sence
every now and then after this i would have slight relapses but it would e like im sober for a month or 2 and then high for a day or 2 eventually because of this and my legal problems i was put on suboxone.
gotta go nxt part i will try make it not so long and will desribe how i came upon DMT