Hi everyone!

It feels like i have been searching for something all my life but i dont exactly what.
I have taken so many detours from the main road but now for the first time in my life i do feel i have found something that maybe will tell me what i have been searching for.

I have been inactive for a while due to my daughter that came to the world last year that is the best i have in my life-beside my wife

But i still have a feeling that i have to continue with my search.

I hope to inspire and be inspired so i can collect me courage to dive deep

Thx for a great forum

Welcome to the Nexus my friend.

I am sure you will find here exactly what you supposed to

Sending love

Hello Earthlova,

Wow! You've been here since March 2011. Looks like it's time for promotion. Please just become a bit more active - make some posts in the Welcome area and/or reply to some. Tell us more about yourself here, etc. and those Yes votes will no doubt come in quickly.

Thank you so much for taking the time to write and post an Introduction Essay - I love reading them and am aware of the fact that not every member chooses to post one.

And a very sincere and loud CONGRATULATIONS on the birth of your daughter. Talk about a singularity, eh? Life will never be the same, all perspectives and priorities have changed . . .

So, it sounds like you have not actually tried DMT yet, is that right? Do you have the materials on hand? Did you beat out the loss of access to MHRB. It's no longer procurable, you know. Thus, folks are pushing ahead with researching other plants and teks. . .

I would love to learn more about you, your work or education focus, hobbies, entheogenic experiences, insights, . . . anything that would allow us to know you a bit more. I want to make that Yes vote. . .

Again, thanks and congratulations.

Welcome

Thx friends
Yes i have been member for a while but not very active untill now more and more.
Thankyou Pandora,yes my personality had a very big ego before i got my daughter so i have to be learned quit fast not to be ego as a person.

Life is changing big time when you have someone that is so small and dependence of you,amazing feeling and big responsibility coming with that.

Well i have experimented with the spice 2 years ago but never got any deep,just to that krysantemum that rotating with nice colours.
I was using the wrong smoke technique and i was poorly briefed at that time compared to now.

Now i have for example a glass vaporgenie and now more about how to do.The only thing i need now is enough courage to do it,dont have any nearby friend that can help me so gonna have to do it alone

I ordered shredded MHRB from UK so i cant see any difficulties of getting it.So far i know the mhrb powder can be difficult to get and i still cant accept why it should be, but that is another question that can start a long debate

Welcome back Earthlova. Sustainable entheogen cultivation is the way forward. Not only does it help connect us with the plants more, it will greatly add to our experiences and the whole process of entheogen use. It will also reduce the carbon footprint of entheogen advocates globally.

Congratulations on the birth of your daughter, this is fantastic news. I wish you well with all your future endeavours.

Peace

Macre

I want to become a full member
because i want to learn more about dmt-the mystery.
I want to share my experiences with other members and try to help other with my knowledge as much as i can

A little more about med and how the spice found me



I smoked cannabis for the first time when I was 15 years old.
A girl in the neighborhood
who was 16 years old, a very good friend was together with
a guy 30 years older who smoked cannabis.
She used to steal
the pot from him and we smoke it in the woods where we had our secret place. And yes, I had sex with his
girlfriend and smoked up his pot not proud of it
In any case, since then it has moved on over the years, cannabis culture, rave culture, cocaine, etc..
But never heroin, it avoided because I knew that you take it then you are screwed.

One day a few years ago I met a nice guy when I worked through my company abroad who lent a book to me-Dmt the spirit molucule.
I was out partying a lot
and took a lot of cocaine at the time, but this guy,he never wanted to party with the rest of us but he did
stick around for himself.

I liked the guy and got good contact with him, maybe because I was trying to make friends with everyine at the time.
After I almost finished
reading the book he asked what I thought of it.
Very interesting as clearly as most people think after reading the book.

And after he introduced me to dmt I felt that my search was over.
I ended up with my partying
but not in one day, but gradually.

Today I barely any drugs at all, not even alkohol.With drugs I mean alcohol, cannabis, cocaine, etc.
Cannabis and alcohol
a few times a year, it becomes the most.
Psychedelic drugs I take,(and coffee )and it's the only drugs one who accepted home.

I am now in the mid 30 so when I was growing up, there was no internet, no friends were doing psychedelic drugs
so i didnt have any knowledge at all about it.

Now I have tryed ayahauska
2 times and dmt of course but i havent breakthroughed with dmt yet.
I will update when i have a good trip report

I spoke to you in chat not too long ago and I enjoyed your company.

Glad your daughter is doing well and is healthy! It's also good you put the priorities in the correct order!

Glad you have returned to join us in our search for the question.

Thx DeDao
Nice talking to you to