Hi guys,
a bit of a background:
I've been stalking the forums for a while and preparing everything for my trip/study sessions. I have done lots of research into many subjects such as Tibetan book of the Dead and alot of Mckenna's work, The Spirit Molecule and also spoken to fellow hyperspace travellers. I live comfortably at home still, I'm in a band and very happy in my relationship
Experience:
So last week my extraction was completed and I prepared myself in the comfort of a sofa, a nice big furry blanket and in the company of my sitter, a boss bass player and the most chilled out dude you'll ever meet, he has had lots of experience with hyperspace and I was confident in him. I was still scared, I had an idea of what was coming, the excitement and fear was like that of being on a really high rollercoaster and about to tip over the edge of a massive drop y'know?
So my sitter loaded the pipe up for me, a 30 dose (nothing too hasty) just to settle me in. I took 1 hit, held it for a good 10 seconds and released. Didn't really feel any effects, maybe a little hazy. I took another hit, held it for another 6 seconds or so, then said to my sitter, 'it's coming'. By this time is was feeling heavier, a bit tingly and my vision was blurring out. So as all good Nexians would, he said: 'do another hit.' Haha. So I did, I took the 3rd hit and held it for a good 8-10 seconds. He took the pipe from me and I layed down, closed my eyes and let the trip ensue.
The first thing I noticed was a sense of sinistry. My vision was overcome with the patterns similar to that of the side of a pine cone, beautiful yellow and green colours. There was a diamond shape in the top left of my vision turning the rest of the colours red, it felt sinister and it wanted me to be afraid. I wasn't. I relaxed, centered my breathing and continued focusing on the pine cone patterns.
Next, hundreds of semi-circles started waterfalling symmetrically from the top left and right of my vision, falling and spinning simultaneously, beautifully blue and purple. In the middle at the top, between these waterfalls was the sinister diamond again, I noticed a feeling all over my body, it was vibrating, pulsing like a wave across me. The sinister diamond implied 'that's different, doesn't feel very nice does it?' although not talking directly to me. I said to myself, 'I don't know, let me concentrate on it.' So I did, and as i focused on the vibrations my body was filled with euphoria, I felt incredible and the sinister diamond dissapeared.
Swiftly after this euphoria (which lasted 5-10 seconds or so) I started hearing the familiar plasticy crackling noise building up, there was also a high pitched sounds similar to the kind of tinitus noise you hear. As this sound was building and building the was a black hole portal looking thing opening up between the two semi-circle waterfalls. My body felt as if it was being sucked into it, my breathing was slowing down massively and getting faint. I knew if I went through there, I was going somewhere out of my body. I decided for me, it wasn't the right scenario to do so and opened my eyes. The connection swiftly broke and I was back.
hope you enjoyed readin! many more to come in due course!
Love x