Hi Jesus,
Welcome to the Nexus. Being a West Coaster, I know and have known a number of folks named Jesus and no ruffled feathers here.
I really enjoyed reading your introduction essay. I think many many of us here know "the look" you were describing. We have tried to explain our experiences to friends and trusted loved ones and we get "the look" in response. Eventually we give up or tone it down. But, when it's so fresh, it's hard not to want to share with the world.
That's where the Nexus comes in - it's a safe place to do just that. Post experience reports, share thoughts, revelations, experiences, insights and personal growth patterns. And so much more. There's lots of cutting edge research going on here. One just has to look around a bit to see how huge this place is.
So, I would recommend discretion when discussing an experience that was catalyzed by a Schedule I drug too. This is a good place to let it all hang out, so to speak. And instead of "the look" you get a lot of understanding.
Also, I cannot help but recommend that we all continually and daily work to expand our vocabularies. This is a lifelong project and English is a HUGE and very expressive language. Language does not do justice to the DMT experience, it is true, BUT, having a big vocabulary helps me to at least spiral around the thing even if I cannot touch it directly in using language descriptions.
Ah, but I rant too much,
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Be sure to check out our plant research areas as well as extraction teks. There's a lot of research going on here and a big philosophy of "grow and extract your own entheogens." You can find extraction teks in the wiki, seed and live plant suppliers in the suppliers section etc. This just in case you want to continue your work with this amazing entheogen.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
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