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So I've just had my third experience with changa. After three times the things are more clear than before regarding the experience.
Dose: 100mg changa - %50 dmt / %50 Caapi, Passion Flower, Calea, Lotus mix - out of handmade waterfall bong
The fact that I experienced the exact same things make me asking myself that if the experience would change if I do it in darkness.
When I open my eyes I can easily distinguish the room I'm in. It's not that I can't breakthrough. I can. But there is a huge difference between CEVs and OEVs. Not just the visuals, the complete feeling changes. As soon as I open my eyes my mind which shot through a canon when I close them, comes back to reality swiftly. I can't seem to get the experience I wish. There is something holding me down and I think it's the natural light.
Anyone feeling the same thing?
One more interesting fact. After the body load went, I looked at the mirror to see that
if my pupils were dilated. It was, just a little bit. But the weird thing is I didn't feel
like they belong to me. I felt like they were looking at me?! I know that sounds nuts.
I stared deep into my eyes and I can't tell how strange that felt.
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I don't know if we mean the same, but I had such a thing when I was on ecstasy. I looked in the mirror, and it shocked me when I looked myself in the eyes. Like you said as if it looked at me and also sort of right through me. Guess mirrors and drugs, especially psychedelics trigger this kind of things 
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Yeah I have the same thing when on mdma. But this was way deeper than that.
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I've looked in the mirror on spice many times, but never have I experienced detatchment like you described I have though. But when I was sober, sitting cross legged staring deep into my eyes. You get like a click or shift and then it's like looking into the eyes of another human or animal I know exactly what you are talking about I rate With every great plan comes the pleasure of patience. Take a rest, and grab a suckle off the teat of life!
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That thing you said happens to me as well when you stare long enough. The thing I said about dmt was almost instantly  ) That's why I said it was really really weird and also kind of beautiful  My eyes looked gorgeous not that I normally say something like that 
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They say the eyes are the gateway to the soul. When you look deep into your eyes under that state of mind, It becomes clear why they are called the gateway. Its as though they are looking through you, into your soul. I have found at times my eyes look like an entire galaxy and I have to snap out of the trance I have put my self in looking at them. Hehe, sounds kinda funny  Space is a thing, not a place where you put things.- Terence McKenna
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I looked into the mirror once on DMT and a historical figure was looking back at me--I had become him. It was so creepy I have never smoked and looked in the mirror again (and don't ask who it was, since I ain't tellin'!). Fear, belief, love phenomena that determined the course of our lives. These forces begin long before we are born and continue after we perish. We cross and recross our old paths like figure skaters; our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others. Past and present. And by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.
---David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas
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112233 wrote:I looked into the mirror once on DMT and a historical figure was looking back at me--I had become him. It was so creepy I have never smoked and looked in the mirror again (and don't ask who it was, since I ain't tellin'!). You've said it and now I need to know   "Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
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TMK wrote:I have found at times my eyes look like an entire galaxy and I have to snap out of the trance I have put my self in looking at them. That's exactly like that man  
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Heil! creepy historical figure...
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