This report was written during the experience itself.
This brew cooked for around 60 hours in the crockpot and boiled down to about 150ml(1gram per 2ml).
12:30pm – 50g cielo ayahuasca
12:45pm- not sure if it’s placebo but I feel calm and relaxed.. I was nervous but now I feel safe.
1:00 pm- calm but no significant differences. Perhaps going to dose more soon.
1:20 pm- 25g cielo ayahuasca = 75g- Feeling a little more off.. Im not sure if my stomach will allow any more.
1:40pm- layed down
1:40pm-2:40pm had wonderful, simplistic visions of people I love, random things. The music would make a certain vision occur.
2:50pm- I feel the most serene I have felt in a while.. I can also feel the brew bubbling and moving stuff around in my stomach. Just purged from below not above. Aya is working well with me. I think She understands my light and love and good intent.
3:15pm- I wanted to purge. But I feel like its going to come out the other end for me. Going to lay down and listen to music. Effects are still going
4:00pm- effects still going, sometimes I feel like I spinning in various ways when I close my eyes
4:10pm- I noticed colors are enhanced. Brighter, nicer to look at. Classic psychedelic color brightness. This has went on for a while but I just now realizing it.
6:45pm- Still relaxed and almost in just as much full force. This is lasting longer then I thought it would.
10:25pm- finally feeling almost normal. Nice afterglow. Effects lasted a long time. Over all gentle and loving. Visions were amazing. Ayahuasca is amazing..
"Think more than you speak"
"How do you get rid of the pain of having pain in the first place? You get rid of expectations"
"You are everything that is. Open yourself to the love and understanding that is available."
"To see God, you have to have met the Devil."
"When you know how to listen, everyone becomes a guru."
" One time, I didn't do anything, and it was so empty... Almost as if I wasn't doing anything. Then I wrote about it. It was fulfilling."