I hate to say it, and I'm sure you already know, but this is not the kind of place to ask for that kind of advice. Likewise, I would never ever ask a medical student for this kind of advise, only a physician. It would be better to get on a medical website for this kind of advise. Im sorry to read that you're going through all this, but you could endanger yourself further taking advice from a forum like this. Especially considering that no one here can examine you no one who knows your labs Hx ect.
This thread should be locked IMHO, Id hate for more harm to come to you.
Try a medical website where you can email Docs, and specialists.
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