Hello everyone. To start out, I fasted for a day and a half before this. So one day my friend and I decided to go out to the foothills just to get away from the city. I decided to bring 20 HBWR seeds. We went out there and did a couple Nitrous oxide hits. We did those and then they wore off. I started running around and thinking about life and where i wanted to be in life. We were both having epiphanies and great realizations on life. We were sober, but i started to hallucinate and feel amazing. So I broke out the seeds and we ate them 10 each. My buddy puked, so we decided to make the 5 min drive home before we started frying. We started to feel awesome energy and empathy and just pure happiness. It felt like the cleanest happiest MDMA roll I've ever had. It just stayed at that for a while so we took ten more and started to get minor visuals and awesome empathetic feelings.
(I found out that the ghana strain were the lowest LSA containing strain of HBWR seeds.) But we still felt amazing, so we decided to go back to the foothills and camp out. We ground up 80 more seeds and rode our bikes to the spot. A very secluded spot in the foothills. When we got there we ate the rest of the seeds. (Now we were at 60 seeds each)
The visuals and awesome energy started coming on pretty fast. I started to see butterflies (weren't really there) in the sky forming geometrical patters and amazing colors. We started to walk around and the visuals started to get extremely strong. It got to a point where the sky was all pink and green flowers and fractals.
About another hour passes by of deep conversations, realizations, and epiphanies about life and what humans really should be and how we should really live. My mind set was beautiful. The mindset and the LSA mixed created a perfect synergy for the trip. I looked up in the sky and saw a grid pattern. It looked like it was affecting gravity on the intersecting points. In front of the grid the sky turned completely into a colorful mixture of green pink and purple flowers and colored grid lines. I started hearing chanting. Beautiful angelic female chanting and the sky lit up and brightened to crazy vividness. Then the grid opened up and came down towards me. At this point my spirit started to leave my body. The angelic voice said to me, "Come with me to the other side." I was scared though so I tried to get away. I came back to my body and got up and told my friend what happened. The visuals came back to normal (really strong and colorful.)
So another half an hour passed by and I was trying to process what happened. I remembered people on here talking about "The Grid" and what happens with it. I wanted to go there. The angelic voice was so beautiful and calming and she wanted to show me. But I got scared and didn't do it. So I decided to go back. I laid down and looked at the night sky. Once again I saw the grid. The beautiful chanting started again and slowly got louder. It made me cry it was so beautiful. The sky lit up again with green and pink flowers and fractals. This time the grid came down and i embraced it. I left my body and went with them. I ended up with green lines all around me in a circle. I was floating in my spirit and the lines were spinning around me in an orb. There was the greek symbol psi (ฮจ) in the lines and fractals and colors. The chanting was amazing and everything felt right. I was in complete bliss. Everything was beautiful. I am attaching a picture of the symbol that I saw around me. After a few minutes i came back and then it just kept getting stronger and stronger. We made the walk back and the roads were waving like the ocean. I was so tired that right when I got back i fell asleep.
It was a very eye opening, insightful experience. Very intense.
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