More and more lately I find myself stuck in the cycle of work sleep work sleep, when I have free time I'm to tired to enjoy it.
I use to explore my mind my being, contemplate my existence in this thing we call life. Be it aided by psychedelics or not. These days I crash when I get home from work, weekends are the same. I try to rest and suddenly it's back to work.
I wonder how people manage to work rest play. Surely it's not ment to be this way all work not enough rest and no play.
What's the answer, how do others manage it.
I exercise stay fit etc. Can train hard when at gym but when I'm home my mind crashes turns to mush all focus and motivation fades fast.
I want to find a balance point but where to begin?
Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me, lets me see.
There is so much more and it beckons me to look though to these,
infinite possibilities.
As below so above and beyond I imagine,
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.