Mindlusion wrote:
I can think of one time, I got my new dual action, low rpm concial burr coffee bean grinder, with 14 different grind settings.
I was tinkering with the settings on both my grinder and espresso machine, in hopes of creating the perfect cup, before I knew it, i had consumed 6 double espressos in about 20 minutes.
I experienced anxiety, and what I would say felt like a mild form of amphetamine psychosis. I also experienced peripheral hallucinations. I had heard about caffeine hallucinations, so I thought this part was kind of cool. Basically just white dots moving on my peripheries. No more visually fascinating then an eye floaty.
i agree the effects are not really that much compared to any enthogen like LSD , mushrooms or anything , just over thinking and being awake
however the after effects are a disaster , ever since this incident , i started thinking , i used to not really ever think before this , my tolerance to all entheogens including marijuana dropped , i started facing anxiety from this point in my life ,
i never had anxiety attacks before this , if enlightenment is considered to be a thoughtless mind , i was already enlightened this made me start thinking , before this incindent i could remember long string of numbers upto 1000's of count , i still write with both my hands ( yes and amphedextrist ) , i had a nearly eidetic memory , i was training to be a stock market analyst at that point of time in my life ,
i lost a supposedly good career , my brilliant memory , and my still mind
these days i still write and draw with both my hands ( left mostly ) , however naturally i was born right handed and continued to be so well into my teens when left hand came into full force
the trip of caffiene is nothing , literally nothing happens and it does happen literally if nothing was a thing caffiene makes it happen ...... over thinking is the first stage of classical madness , and caffiene makes one think over and over again continuously .... thats what happened to me , during the whole trip for 2 days after drinking the supersizedidiotic coffee i just kept thinking being awake dehydrating and smoking cannabis continuously , eventually i slept and woke up fine
for a few weeks i felt nothing since the intial trip really did nothing ,at this point in my life i had done much LSD so i discarded the coffee incident as nothing since the effect was hardly compareable to any psychadelic medicine, however the after effect was that i had started to think , soon within few weeks i started having panic attacks while smoking cannabis which never happened before , i could hardly consume alcohol like before , tolerance to LSD and other psychadelics was lowered ,
the coffee did not really do much compared to any psychadelic or even what cannabis does , it only made me think , i still think and my clarity of mind has been ruined and this shows up in all areas of my life , the coffee trip is really nothing much , its the aftermath that has affected everything
i say again pls be careful before this incident i could drink 2 cups of esspressos at the same time and be fine , used to gulp atleast 6 cups of coffee during the whole day , now i cannot drink more than 1 cup in 5 hours , more than that and i suffer anxiety attacks
caffiene is not psychadelic , in higher doseages it sets in delerium and thus
at higher doseages its a delirant stimulant
pls its not fun , the aftermath is excessive thoughts , overthinking continuously forever until it gets better
this is the reason why i try so hard to be in the moment and write up idiotic threads about paying attention to hearing and breath and all the other crap
pls be careful everyone , i write this with best of intentions
life is fragile at times ,
i would not say this if i did not have to i have done various psychadelics and can attest to their benifits , yes LSD is good for you i have experienced this more than a few hundred times close to 500 hits over the course of 10 years , so are mushrooms , Ayahuasca and mescaline , DMT is very good , i've done my fair share so please believe me when i say caffiene is not good for you
illusions !, there are no illusions
there is only that which is the truth