You now have my respect sir. For much more than the fact you aren't a troll like many of the last new members. I feel your intentions are good and true. Just remember. Give it time and heart and you will be promoted!

Cubeananda,

It sounds like you have experienced quite a bit throughout life, I am glad you have accepted a life of moderation now. Optimally it is a balance between responsibility and recreation to achieve happiness. Welcome to the nexus glad to have you.