starway6 wrote:EZ4U2Shoot wrote:[quote=infinitynlove][quote=EZ4U2Shoot] Or, if you really have no worries or fears and want to make sure you break through feel free to start at 65mg (that's where I started). It won't kill you. But, be aware, it can be EXTREMELY intense and if you have never had any experience with strong psychedelics it could be so bizarre and foreign that it is far beyond anything that you ever expected and it could scare the holy livin' hell right out of you.
EZ..You said DMT can be ..EXTREEMLY INTENSE..
In what way do you mean extreemly intense?
Cant Salvia Divinorum be just as intense as DMT?
I seem to handle Salvia with a positive relaxed attitude..[atleast at the doses ive taken so far].. and it can slice and dice my mind and send me tumbling through salvia space in a million peices colideing with strange tumbling flower like objects that quickly become part of me..
Also quick moving visuals of cartoon people and towns come spinning past the folding flower like objects [that look much like a salvia flower!
Then for a while.. [the me i knew].. no longer exists and i become part of the universe that now surounds me..
This is not including the beings that always wait my arival to salvia space..
But in all this experiance so far i think ive just arived at the gateway and have not yet entered the garden..
I think salvia is also intense.. but as fast as the come up is on salvia..
i imagine DMT even a faster ride? [is this corect?]
My intrest in DMT is [mind exploration]..and spiritual .. .
I keep telling myself that salvia is more gentle and patient than DMT..although still a serious ride...
I imagine that DMT is a fast intense roller coaster ride into the the cosmose and salvia is a fast but gentle ride on the back of giant eagle?
So when you say ..[extreemly intense]....would you say its more intense than salvia?
I can't really give you a comparison w/ Salvia because, although I have often considered trying it, I haven't had the opportunity. I have heard mixed opinions on this so until I have experience I cannot say for sure how they compare. I would speculate, that at certain doses it may be comparable, but it is generally stated that, while LSD is the most potent of hallucinogens, DMT is the most intense. The few people that I have known personally that say they have tried both salvia and DMT have said that DMT was much more intense. But again, you cannot take that as absolute because we do not know what kind of doses were being taken of either substance.
As for what I meant there by "DMT can be EXTREMELY intense" that is a difficult thing to describe.
There are many ways that it can be intense. Yes, there is a physical sense in which smoking pure Spice can floor you within 30 seconds. It can come up so quickly that you wonder if you actually just took a big hit of crack cocaine.
Perception of time becomes extremely altered. Don't try to listen to your heart beat. If you do, you then want to count the seconds between beats and as you are counting you realize that you have already counted to 700 since the last time your heart pumped a beat and you wonder if you are dead. Then when you take notice, you realize you are no longer in your body, and now you know you have died.
I have had Spice Journeys that I end up laying on the floor writhing in such a manner that if you were to see it you would probably think that I was having seizures. My jaw chattering as if I were shivering but I wasn't cold. My torso flipping and flopping while my arms and legs were flailing about like I was trying to stay afloat while drowning in the sea. The whole time I was singing and crying in pure and utter happiness with waves of emotional and physical excitement pulsating throughout my body so completely confounded and blissful that it felt as if every single cubic inch of my flesh was relaxing and contracting in an unlimited uncontrollable fit of endless orgasms that started by resonating from within my bones, moving like waves, one after another, through my flesh, and cumming out of every pour of my skin. Absolutely, the most wonderful, beautiful, and enjoying experience you really could never imagine as I floated in the void at the center of heaven.
On the opposite end of the spectrum, sometimes the Spice is unpredictable and the Journey may not be so pleasant. I have been cast into the deepest, darkest pits of hell. Burning in agony and experiencing such anguish so profound that it was all that I could do just to scream in complete terror, crying and begging to die the physical death just so that it would be over. It was an eternity suspended in a single moment as I was haunted by every wrong that I have ever done, every wrong ever done to me, every terrorizing event that I have ever witnessed, and every horror that I have ever imagined. Every painful experience that I have ever had in my life, and every event that I never wanted to occur, was compiled and compressed into that moment and then multiplied by infinity. And within that eternity I touched madness, and madness consumed my very existence. Then for the rest of eternity my mind was lost and sanity was beyond my grasp.
So I have written this to try to give you a better understanding of just how intense The Spice really can be but I am afraid that it is lacking at best. I have been as descriptive as I can but, unfortunately, written and spoken language is far too insufficient to truly describe something so completely and utterly complex.
The only other thing that I can say is that The Spice is very much like The Dao. It is neither good nor evil, but it can show you both. So I leave you with the first chapter of the Dao De Jing as I have personally interpolated it from about 30 translations. I do this because, just as it describes The Dao, there are many parallels to The Spice.
The Dao that can be followed is not the Absolute Dao.
The Dao that can be experienced is not the full experience.
The Dao that can be described is not the Entire Dao.
The name that can be spoken is not the Eternal Name.
The name that is given is not the only name given to The Dao.
Nameless, It is the source of heaven and earth.
Named, It is the Creator and Mother of all things.
Without a name It is all things and their origin.
With a name It is the Protector and Father of all things.
Naming is a human convention used in hope of understanding.
The Dao is divine and beyond total comprehension.
Words are insufficient and lack meaning.
The Dao is beyond expression and holds all meaning.
By what ever word It is named It is still The Dao.
Free from desire you see the hidden mystery.
Bound by desire you see the evident manifestations.
Without intent you look within to see beyond the surface.
With intent you see only the surface.
Void of motive you see the essence.
Filled with motive you see the result.
Not yearning, you realize.
Yearning, you anticipate.
Unburdened by passions,
selflessly you realize the essence of mystery below the surface,
and so you discover the secrets of life.
Encumbered with passions,
selfishly you anticipate the resulting manifestations on the surface,
and so you discover life.
This mystery and manifestation is the key.
Though different on the surface, they are deeply rooted together.
They originate from the same source.
This source is unknown, darkness within darkness.
This enigma is the doorway to all understanding.