A certain loneliness ensues when confronting the notion that we are all one consciousness, And I've come to believe that I am just a small part of a larger self.
I am often times living with clouded judgement, and more often than not it's due to selfish behavior and this strange assumption that I actually KNOW things.
When I use DMT all these barriers dissolve, I am left feeling whole, connected to everything, and the arrogance and biased opinions I usually harbor are lost for a while.
DMT has caused me to realize several things about myself, and to stop blaming the rest of the world for my misery. It has taught me to simply embrace love and happiness, in almost every situation.
I came to the nexus because I find that this community gives respect to this experience.
I think it's wonderful that there is so much love and support for those coming for advice and guidance, and I hope that in the end I will have been nothing but another positive influence in this community.
I love you.
I'll post some trip reports soon.
If we are all one, we are all alone.