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steppa
#1 Posted : 1/31/2013 2:42:12 PM

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Hey Nexus,

I'm pretty new to this site and this is my first real post. It's kind of a mix between an introducion and a trip report I guess. But beforehand I want to thank you for all the knowledge you gave me till here.

I recently did my first MHRB extract with cyb's salt tech. After making a little...uhm...mistake on my first try, my second attempt went pretty well and I got some nice yellowish crystals.

A few days later I felt myself ready to try some DMT for the first time in my life.

I had some other psychedlic experieces in my life before. Some with mushrooms, salvia divinorum, and 2c-d.
Once I had a hard time with one...uhm...you might say "difficult", I'd say "freakin bad" mushroom experience which kept my head buisy for about a year. After this I did mushrooms once more. More or less just to make a "go in peace deal" with the shrooms. I went well but for me I was like "I'm done with psychedlics" after this.

Since then I kept my fingers from psychedelic stuff. Till now.

So...now I was sitting on my Sofa (alone) with my self extracted stuff which i hoped it to be DMT. You can imagine how nervous and curious I was.

Ok, now to the fun part...

-----------------EXPERIENCE 1------------------

I measured 25mg and separated this in three little piles. For my first hit I just took a tiny, tiny amount, maybe 5mg. I just wanted to see how the smoke feels, tastes, if I got to cough or if it straight kills me cause I've extracted somthing wrong. Razz
So I put it on top of the screen of my glass pipe and did my first hit.

No caughing, it tasted as described and I even felt light effects. Now I was pretty sure that my extraction worked out good and a minute later I put another 10mg on the screen, curious what will happen.

Took my hit and looked arround me, very, very calm, breathing steady and slowly, when my eyes sticked to one plant in my living room...it seemd to breathe with me in the same rythm, I looked at another plant...it was also breathing in the same rythm. All plants in the room did this. There were slight patterns on the wall, especially on all wooden surfaces.

I felt good...no..I felt great! Very happy

So I loaded my last 10mg into the pipe and gave it another go.

The plants...the wood...the patterns...the colors! Wow! Somehow I felt like sitting somewhere at the amazon river, relaxing and just whatching the beautiful patterns and plants breathing with me till I landed safely back in reality.

This was my first DMT and my smoothest, loveliest, most gentle psychedelic experience I ever had. I felt so good and full of energy after this. Like if you just are back from a vacation. Smile



-----------------EXPERIENCE 2------------------

A few days later, with the good vibes from my first experience I sat there again. Same sofa, pipe, same 25mg but more courage and confidence. Smile

First hit...second hit...

As I hold in the vapor longer than before, the second hit brought me about that far as the three hits from my experience above: Breathing plants, moving color patterns, great over all feeling. And I was looking forward to what will happen after the third.

In my current state it wasn't that easy to load the last pile into the pipe but I managed it somehow and gave it a go.

What happened then is hard for me to describe, especially since english isn't my first language, as you might have guessed before. Pleased But I'll try:

After breathing out the last hit I looked on the floor...and...and...it dissolved before my eyes(!) just to reveal beautiful moving color patterns beneath it. When I looked back up, I wasn't in my living room anymore. I found myself in a REALLY wide and colorful space. No walls, no cieling, just the moving patterns on the ground and in the distance something that looked like an altar or so.

Pretty overwhelmed I just sat there, breathing slowly, looking, feeling...It was grat.
When I closed my eyes I saw colorful spirals, something like a skull and much other stuff flying arround. When I opened them again I was back in my living room. I stood up, stretched myself and it felt soooooooo great. I couldn't stop stretching as it felt so good. At this time I was in an MDMA like state of mind...all felt so nice and warm and beatiful.

This went on for a while till I was nearly back to baseline. I was in such a great mood and had to tell somebody about what I just experienced. So I went up to my neighbour (and my best friend since 20 years) and told him I just smoked that DMT again.

"How was it like?" He asked and I answered:

"It was like the cosmos streched out his hand and touched my heart."

Thank you for reading.
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#2 Posted : 2/1/2013 12:34:57 AM

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Welcome to the Nexus Steppa.

Sounds like you got off to a good start.
It goes much much deeper, hope you enjoy the ride.

I wish you luck on your future journeys and hope you
Share them with us Big grin

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#3 Posted : 2/1/2013 11:51:15 AM

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Mz.Gypzy wrote:
Welcome to the Nexus Steppa.

It goes much much deeper, hope you enjoy the ride.



Thank you for the welcome.
I'm sure about this. Pleased But DMT and me are just becoming friends. No need to rush things.

Mz.Gypzy wrote:

I wish you luck on your future journeys and hope you
Share them with us Big grin


Thanks you! Will do this! Smile
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#4 Posted : 2/6/2013 6:54:29 PM

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Sounds like you had a nice first couple of experiences. I love the euphoria and awareness of my body I get on low doses of DMT, I always feel very content and in tune with the universe.
 
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#5 Posted : 2/12/2013 2:33:30 AM

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Sounds like quite the calm and euphoric trip man.

steppa wrote:
When I closed my eyes I saw colorful spirals, something like a skull and much other stuff flying arround.

When you have your eyes closed and see objects such as that skull, focus more onto it and start to basically if you will craft it and create it into more detail. That's the most amazing thing to me about tripping, that when you trip its literally like a blank canvas and you can become the artist making things as you go but strive to hard and the painting can become ruined.
 
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#6 Posted : 2/14/2013 12:27:13 PM

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Iron Man wrote:
Sounds like quite the calm and euphoric trip man.


That's for sure! Smile

I recently had another experience, which I'll describe in the following:

I wanted to try out a little modification I made to my pipe:
I attatched the cap from a Vaporstar to it.


And thought I could vape the spice with less hassle then. I have some steel whool (volcano liquid pad) stuffed in the pipe as well.

As I really just wanted to try out how it works I just put 10mg of slightly yellow spice in the pipe, put the cap on top, went to the more or less dark bed room laid down and gave it a go.

After trying a few hits I realized that this wasn't working out like I hoped to. I felt a little of the effects, but not as stong as I expected. So I removed the Vaporstar cap and and took one huge hit the usual way...........

Immediatly after breathing out it was clear that this hit worked out much better than the four or five tries before. What happened than is, as you can imagine, hard to describe. I saw colors precipitating out of the air, forming a swirling, colorful vortex with some kind of mandala thingy in the middle. Taken by surprise I watched the spectacle, when I realized that I could see a woman with some kind of cat face (entierly made of something which looked like glass or energy) looking at me in the middle of the vortex.
She first pointed at me with her index finger and made a gesture with it which said something like "come to me". (Sorry, don't know the right english words for that gesture, but I guess, you know what I mean anyways.)

Totally overwhelmed I just sat there without doing anything, looking at her...then she smiled and dissolved....the colors faded away and I slowly realized where I was again.

When I nearly was back to baseline I had to wipe a tear of my eye...it was beautiful. Not frightening at all. It felt...familiar...a bit like coming home. It was another great expirence which I'm thankful to have witnessed and which held me in an euphoric state of mind for nearly a week. Big grin

Thank you for reading! Smile
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#7 Posted : 2/14/2013 12:52:07 PM

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Brilliant report! Big grin

I think you have summed up quite eloquently the spice initiate experience
 
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#8 Posted : 3/7/2014 2:53:10 AM

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nice report. and no i had no clue English was not your first language.

random coincidence that just sprang to mind for me and might interest you...

my first ever DMT experience was THE MOST INTENSE THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME EVER. it blew everything else up to that point (and i had done ALOT of psychedelics,and suffered schizophrenia) into seeming like childsplay... anyway off the point....

i didn't do it again for a few years and when a good mate of mine came over again after i had not seen him for a while it turned out he had been making the spice.

curious as ever i smoked it, and again and again, maybe like 20/30ish times with my fiancee, some friends and him and alone occasionally having a full spectrum of experiences from intensely beautiful, through totally bizarre, to downright scary as fuck! but i'm off the point again.....

anyway i've only smoked the stuff he made ever....

except that first hit (still the intensest in my life) (psychedelic experience that is).

however it turned out that he had made a batch before NYE all those years ago, given or traded it to a dealer, cos he believe in not selling it ever (which i respect) and the dealer sold it to me (without any of us knowing?)

THERES NO SUCH THING AS A COINCIDENCE THOUGH RIGHT?!!!

nice to chat

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#9 Posted : 3/7/2014 4:36:35 AM

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Welcome to hyperspace, friend!

You have a good attitude, stepping lightly into the void, sounds like you have the respect this thing, this experience deserves. I don't think any of us have a full grasp of what we are dealing with. Some more than others, but this is the real thing,.the visionary experience of expanded human consciousness, and when you take it seriously, it will take you too a deeper understanding of our place as conscious beings in the vast creation. This reality goes far beyond three measly dimensions,lol.

Good reporting, I too had no idea English was not your native tongue, thanks for sharing.

Til next time, HAPPY TRAILS!
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#10 Posted : 3/7/2014 11:44:06 AM

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Oh look which thread popped up there again. :b

Quote:
my first ever DMT experience was THE MOST INTENSE THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME EVER. it blew everything else up to that point (and i had done ALOT of psychedelics,and suffered schizophrenia) into seeming like childsplay



Sounds pretty intense *ggg*

Yeah...in meanwhile DMT and me have become friends. Even had a real breakthrough recently. But what should I say...it all happenes so fast. There is not sooo much to draw out of it. Except the overwhelming beauty one can experience! At least for me.

I dunno how often I smoked DMT in the mean time. I got my vaping technique pretty much down to how it should be I think. At least, that's what my last (more or less unexpected) breakthrough taught me.

One thing, a good thing, I noticed that my use of DMT did to me:

I'm addicted to learning now. I can't help myself...there's so much to learn. I started with guitar...doing this for about 4 or 5 months now. I also begann to learn how to draw, with pretty good succsess. Yesterday I started Tai Chi lessons.

This drawing thing is really a great thing for me. After my last breakthrough I wanted to draw what I've seen. I've even prior bought a small drawing book for this purpose:



So I took my drawing book and enthusiasticly began to draw what I've seen...and ended up with this:



loooooooool

This was very diasappointing for me. So I decided that I have to learn how drawing light works. I began to practice. This was about a week later:



Another week later:



Another week later (at the beginning of this week):





*whooohooo*

So basically, what I learned...not from DMT...but from reflecting myself after the use of DMT, is that I can learn and do whatever I want and the only one to hinder me IS MYSELF. There is no one to stop me but myself. BOOOM!
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#11 Posted : 3/7/2014 11:51:43 AM

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that's an impressive improvement in your drawing steppa, good skillsThumbs up,
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#12 Posted : 3/7/2014 12:01:59 PM

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3rdI wrote:
that's an impressive improvement in your drawing steppa, good skillsThumbs up,


Thanks man. I know. I'm pretty supprised myself. Shocked
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#13 Posted : 3/7/2014 12:11:59 PM

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its strange, I think a similar thing happened to Uncle Knucles, he never did any art of consequence then after using the Magic he started knocking out those wicked Z-Brush pieces.

maybe I should put in some effort and see if it can happen to my poor drawing skills.
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#14 Posted : 3/7/2014 12:49:57 PM

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3rdI wrote:

maybe I should put in some effort and see if it can happen to my poor drawing skills.



Yeah! Thumbs up
The only one who stopps you in becoming better...is yourself. Wink
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#15 Posted : 3/7/2014 2:26:18 PM

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I almost forgot...

Thanks you for the kind words, null24. Smile
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