I finally succeeded in making ayahuaska. The first batch I tried was done with Syrian Rue and Acacia Confusia boiled together over a couple of hours. Why I did this? Sadly out of laziness. And my lack of patience came back to bite me in the ass when I decided to ingest it.
Violent tumultuous vomiting. My body was shaking and quivering like mad. NO VISUALS. Nothing, I felt like I got gutpunched by a freight train. This was not a success.
My next batch I started to simmer (not boil) syrian rue in water with crushed up Vitamin C for over 4 hours adding water to it as it came down to keep the water at a steady level. I poured this into a seperate jar after straining. Next I took my acacia confusa and did the same only I simmered it over the course of 6 hours. Patiently, calmly stiring with a nice wooden spoon occasionally. A week after this was done, I decided to see if my hard work had paid off.
A ingested about a cup of the Syrian Rue juice then waited for 30 minutes. Then I tried to consume a cup of the acacia confusa brew. I could not finish the whole cup. THe liquid was sharp and bitter and quite diifficult to drink. I was feeling nasueous trying to get it down. I had to use orange juice as a chaser. After I managed to stomach all that I could about 3/4 of a cup. I went and laid down on my couch with a bucket in hand.
20 minutes later, I puked my guts out. It was like an ab workout. MY chest was a set of bellows squeezing every amount of stomach goo and bile out as possible. I have never felt so much pressure on my stomach before. When I was done with about 7 major heaves and 2 dry heaves over about a 2 minute period my body felt like it was quivering. I felt drained.
That's when the walls started to move. I knew I was in for a ride. I could see very familiar DMT type patterns emerge and spiral from the space in my living room. MY body felt like ripples echoing through the universe (a hard feeling to describe). It was strange. When I would lay down on my couch I could feel entities and voices humming around me. A spiral of bright greens and blues and golds began to engulf my being almost as if I was being smotherd. Then I would shiver and stand up. When I moved it felt like the universe that was trying to engulf me would suck up into my forehead right at my third eye and colors would dance around the room. When I would lay down I would get overwelmed by the spiral of the colors again. This went on and on for the next 4 hours. It was a dance of being engulfed in a blaket of colors when lying down, almost to the point of losing myself, And then when I would stand up all of these colors and patterns and humming sounds would beam right into my third I and my house would sing and dance with psychedelia, but I was in control. It was an odd feeling. But I truly felt cleansed. When I woke up the next day, I felt amazing.
That was my first ayahuaska experience.
"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here’s Tom with the weather."