Hello grizl,
Welcome to the Nexus. I do hope you will choose to upload an avatar soon,
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There are a number of what I call "re-entry" students here at Nexus - those of use who took significant breaks from tripping for various reasons (mine was 19 years) then came back to psychedelics.
I feel I should mention that control and DMT don't really go together. If you are a very dominant personality and/or a control freak, I suspect you will not get along with the molecule very well. No one is stronger than DMT, thus there are various strategies, most of which focus on things like letting go and surrender . . .
Anything else you might choose to share would be interesting - I'd love to learn more about you. I hope you will choose to actively participate and again I welcome you to the Nexus.
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