After a break from dmt over the past two months or so I aquired some MHRB and preformed the Q21Q21 tek (amazing results!). I must admit I was a little nervous about my return to hyperspace and was in possession of the dmt for some time before trying it.

I decided that I should only try a little, just to see if my product was good. I eyeballed around 10-15mg, a very small amount. I took two deep inhalations and closed my eyes.

I was propelled into a full breakthrough experience. Surrounded by bright saturated colours, everything had an almost chartoonish look to it.

My visions were deeply sexual in nature, my every surface quivered and pulsated with orgasmic energy. I was accompanied by giant Hindu gods in lotus position and they showed me that the achievement of total orgasmic bliss was a path to the divine. The entire universe and all of creation came to being by means of cosmic orgasm. They showed me the build up, a full rainbow of colour passed in stages until the final brilliant release of pure white divine light. I was told that to have sex is to take part in divine creation, and I suppose that if humans are capable of anything divine the creation of new life would be it.

As I became aware of my body once more I opened my eyes. I felt peaceful and relaxed. A wave of lethargy fell upon me, akin to the 'post orgasmic chill' one might feel. I'm a fairly young man and all that that entails but I don't feel like I'm overly obsessed with sex. It's odd that many of my experiences with dmt have been sexual in nature.

This was a beautiful trip, the most coherent one I have experienced yet. My recall is almost perfect, aside from the complex multidimensional geometry. If anyone remembers some of my earlier posts, they will remember that I have had some difficulty breaking through and difficulty with recall. This trip was a joyous revelation.

I want to thank the community here for helping me with my problems administering and extracting dmt. And also how to do it safely and responsibly . I definitely wouldn't have been able to enjoy this drug they way it was meant to be without you.

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The idea of a cosmic orgasm is reminescent of the work of Wilheim Reich. He was really into this orgasmic and sexual energy and developed a whole system of psychotherapy around it, which eventually led his teacher, Freud to denounce his work. Interesting ideas though.

I have always thought that prana and chi and kundalini are like a sort of cosmic or orgasmic energy.

I usually think of the action of orgasm in terms of wavelengths and harmonic resonance, and how certain frequencies can release tremendous amounts of energy when harmonized with another. There's something behind this concept that makes for an elegant representation of the "qualitative" nature of reality, like recurrent cycles of certain ratios. Especially with tryptamines, this spasmodic energy can really be pleasurable. I remember a few nice mushroom trips where I kept getting these rushes of energy over my skull, almost like a pleasurable form of epilepsy. In my opinion this energy is referenced thoroughly throughout many ancient cultures and their respective cosmologies, and it makes me look at the study of cymatics with a great deal of awe as it seems to directly related.

Funny you should say that, whilst I was witnessing the cosmic orgasm the changing colours occurred within discreet sections of a phallic shape. It started with red at the base and moved through to indigo at the top before the with light consumed everything. I don't know much about this subject but don't the various chakras have corresponding colours starting with red at the base chakra?

Indeed, I can say for myself that the cosmic orgasm always comes right on time when everything turns white which is even more interesting than before in light of this new context. After the multitudinous and rapid holographic layering of many scenes superimposed interdimensionally on top of each each other, eventually all the colors begin overlapping to the point where white starts ballooning out of the texture, as time grinds to a hault and divine joy ensues in the presence of eternity and infinity.

How interesting it would be for this divine message to fundamentally be some primal instinct embedded in your psyche to procreate, meh, perhaps I'm too skeptical