i don,t know where to post this!
if it is out of order to the community of Nexus please remove it.
but we have to also remember that we live in this reality but may beaware of others.
the other dimensions that we visit from time to time can give us a glimpse of what is.
but the reality that we actually live in is the most horrifying of them all.

are we so ignorant and mind controlled that we only think of self?

i want to see that there other dimesions,entities,a soul that lives on.
i want to beleive that their is love and understanding out their.
i want to beleive that we all a sovereign being.
here to experience and return to source.
i seek and learn,not always the easy road,slips to many times,and i am angered by what i see.
in my anger i am rude,but what is rude in the sheme of things.

i cannot say anymore,wow what a good trip,a experience that taught me who i am and where i am going.

the selfishness of self must dissolve.

the reality of the live that we live in ,in this present time is not a nice reality.

now if anyone has had a experience and there are answers out their to help us ,please post them.

our society has got it so wrong.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4DuR4ccUFg

with love ,confusion and hopefully peace.

Yes, I believe the role of entheogens, ceremonies, and ritual use of psychedelic plants has been largely dismissed by our society. Or been replaced with binge drinking, etc. Therefore blocking, or altering our perception of reality. Creating a materialistic, self centered society. Instead of one which understands nature, real community, and love. We have largely forgotten a big piece of the puzzle or we're just ignoring it. I'm dedicating my life to changing this in Myself. I grew up in this. I don't want to ignore the other side anymore. That is where life really IS.

Still seeking -

I understand your questioning; I too have these feelings that there are many realities beyond the one we live in. As I have stated in other posts, I live with these dichotomies them daily. I have touched the void of DMT space on multiple occasions - and this is not void in a negative sense, but a very open, welcoming, large space - I believe that this is a good space to fill with thoughts, questions, and musings.

I am seeking the answers to the questions you ask for myself as well. I think in time, we will hear our answers (in our own language perhaps). In recent trips to hyperspace last night, I met a teacher. I never saw her, but I could most certainly feel her presence and hear her. She was very tall, serene and symmetrical, and her voice was loud and confident. She called me a translator. In a voice that was not a language, but more images and feelings, she told me that I could have the answers to my questions if I would like, but they wouldn't make sense in my language. The answers are not yet revealed to me as words, rather into feelings and understandings for me personally.

One thing I did walk away with this time in hyperspace was a short phrase, "Rebirth, renewal, redemption". I am still trying to understand what that means to me, but it is a beautiful mantra for my current state of questioning.

Culture is slowly losing its hold on some of us; we are waking up. In my experience, waking up is still waking up in the dark when my eyes have not adjusted. I am wandering, trying to make sense of the darkness, tapping on the hollow idols and trying to find which things "ring true" for me. I believe that this is just the beginning of a glorious journey.

I wish you the best, Still Seeking. You have found a place where there are others on this same journey.

good movie :-) but not all of that is true........