hi. im new to posting here. not at all new to exploring though. ill call myself Elvin since its what my friends call me. i am seeing the world in a new way in the past month or so since i stopped destroying my body with painkillers and other pills that i dont need to go into. a light mxe feeling today with my coffee and cigarettes with BoC in the back ground for relaxing,while i enjoy my journal and surf the web... enjoy the posts i have read throughout out the years and decided this is a more mature and relaxed place for me that i can enjoy. this is my hello: ) .