SO! I had a rather nice time yesterday, went out to a friends for a little get together and ended up having half a pill, half a tab of rather nice acid and a nice little handful of shrooms which resulted in one of the most off my head states (I was intensely surprised) I've been in...
12:00 pm (ish) dropped everything, nom nom nom, held a nice little ball of shrooms under my tongue at the recommendation of a friend who said it blows your head off when done this way (he wasn't wrong).
1:00 am - Come up hard, absolute ecstacy, the walls in the room suddenly start shaking quite violently, everyone in the room becomes colourful.
1:30 am - Ecstacy has gone through the roof, the walls have turned into a canvas, everything has become very cartoon, love and emotion is flowing freely throughout all people in the room, I can see colours, sounds, even see emotions bounce from one person to the next.
>insert strange ammount of unrememberable and quite intense time here< fractals/OBE/beautiful islands in the sky and the ability to give emotion to another person if I choose too.
5-6:00am Go upstairs to have a lie down as I have to drive later on in the day, this is where thing's became incredibly interesting.
I left my body but felt very much at home in the space I was in, black space like when you close your eyes but not a void at all, suddenly in front of me, this tubes, greens, blues and yellows all kinds of colour start coming out of this huge fractal, they are moving in square shapes, very angular, the tubes suddenly become stick men like things and merge together into a rather tall man, with very strange eyes and he begins talking to me, asking who I am and what I'd like to do in this place, he/it keep's changing into many different angular shapes then suddenly bursts forth and invades my being, going through me round me, I felt asif I was being scanned or analyzed.
The man dissappears and I'm now surrounded by bright white lights, orb looking things, I am the central orb and the orbs round me begin to spin incredibly fast. They blast pure white energy at me and I'm filled with the most outstanding sense of love and understanding, words fail at this point, then I see it. Something I've seen on DMT but much purer and much brighter, like someone shining the brightest torch you've ever seen right in your face and I know that what I'm looking at IS it. The source, the absolute being and centre of everything and I realise that this is me, you, everyone, everything. It has absolute patience, understanding and unconditional love for all thing's, all emotions.
I woke up at this point and went downstairs again, it's around 7-30 in the morning now, I didn't sleep much but knew I'd gone far and I suddenly realised the people in the room I was with, I'd been waiting millions of years to meet them again and they all knew the same thing, we were all soulmates that had journeyed through millions of lives and places, we'd been a billion things together and experienced so much.
I love you all, nexians you beautiful people you

One can drive himself to madness in the obsessing goal of reason, without the knowledge of love and laughter.