Question: does anyone else hallucinate on cannabis? I have done a lot of research, and the general consensus seems to be that no, while you can get really high, very rarely do people have any kind of visual, except maybe some C.E.V.
I however have had seen some pretty fantastic things, and I don't know if I react weird, or perhaps what happens is normal and I'm misunderstanding was an open-eye visual hallucination is. I'll do my best to describe my experiences, although as you all know, it's hard to convey some aspects of the psychedelic experience with just words.
They come in three types:
Type 1These are like having a glass plate put in front of my eyes that images seem to be projected on. They are often 2-D, circular or otherwise symmetrical and consist of many different colors and can be very detailed, all though focusing on individual details can be tough. They don't exist in 'real space,' but rather, are plastered across my field of vision. I have gotten these twice when I was very high. One time it was a stylized sun and moon, the other instance was rainbow fish swimming out of my central field of vision.
Things tend to look like cartoons.
Disturbingly, The Simpsons family frequently make appearances in my C.E.V.s and sometimes these. I've never heard of anyone seeing The Simpsons while stoned.
Examples:
- A mandala of swimming fish radiating out from my point of focus.
- A sun and moon orbiting each other, throwing off cartoon flames.
- A waterfall comprised entirely of the residents of Springfield.
- A tabletop becoming a rainbow accretion disk, orbiting a central black hole.
Type 2This seems to be the closest to a 'classic' LSD or mushroom hallucination. I will look at patterns and they will seem to move or shift. I looked at a painted wall and seemed to see rainbow fish (again) swimming in a line. A girls blue shirt suddenly took on depth and it looked as though I was seeing another world full of blue wind. The carpet in a hall way will rush past like water.
Examples:
- The girls sweater I mentioned earlier
- The fish swimming in the wall
- Entire films playing out looking at a stucco ceiling
- Carpet flowing
Type 3These involve my brain seeming to process visual information. If you think about an optical illusion (such as the classic vase/face illusion, it's like that. One moment you see a vase, the next moment, you see two faces. Nothing has actually changed, your brain is just interpreting things differently.
I can look at an ordinary thing and see it as something totally strange.
Often time, distances and perspectives will get distorted (often expanded): ordinary sized things look like they are actually massive things that I am looking at from a long way away. The effect is that the visual information is the same, but it looks subjectively 'smaller.'
Also, seemingly random things will become 'highlighted' and stand out to me more.
Examples:
- The stars arranging themselves into patterns. (I saw a monster teddy bear).
- My keyboard screen looking massive, and very far away.
- My curtains look like cliffs, or alternatively, frogs. Or frogs the size of cliffs.
- My desk looked miles long, like a landscape.
- A wadded up shirt turned into a skull.
- The vents on a lamp looked like a smiling face, and then an airship coming into land.
- A fire turned into a pair of crabs, a cave with a man in it, and many others.
- The leaves on a tree looked like a pattern of soldiers marching.
And on one memorable occasion:
- I was transported completely to another world. I had no idea where I was. The leaves in the forest turned into geometric dinosaurs and benches. Distances and perspectives were all screwed up.
I'm fairly certain I've never gotten laced cannabis, as I usually smoke socially and no one else mentions these things.
I very often have to go lie down as the whole thing is very overwhelming.
It happens less often as my tolerance goes up.
So to rephrase my original question: am I crazy, or does everyone experience this and I just never got the memo?
Also, are these kind of like what higher does of mushrooms or LSD are like? I've only ever taken low doses, where I got very intense 'mental pictures' and an emotional roller coaster ride, but no visuals.
DMT is totally different from the cannabis experience, although I've noticed that with very high doses of cannabis, I get the same sort of feeling of being inside my own skull that I get from DMT and meditation.
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