Hello ghf,
Welcome to the Nexus. That was a great introduction - thank you so much.
There seems to be more and more of us psychedelic "re-entry students" showing up here and it makes me very happy. Just another aspect of diversity and depth real-world experience. I first tried DMT at age 41, a lifelong, cynical, burned out, atheist and to put it mildly, I got my metaphysical socks knocked off.
I would love to hear more about your first experience. Sure there's lots of descriptions but the more the merrier in my opinion. I mean part of what we are trying to do here is "map hyperspace."
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The Nexus is in a period of transition currently, with the main plant source no longer being available to us. Lots of hardcore research is being done on finding new plants, teks, etc. as well as growing at home from live starts and/or seeds. Nonetheless, I cannot recommend extracting one's own DMT enough. I do hope you will get an opportunity to do this sometime in your future explorations.
I hope to see you participating actively. I look forward to learning more about you and your experiences. A very warm welcome to you.
"But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU